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random happy thoughts.
thinking of how jon and i get together.
thinking of the first day we got together.
and so much more.
im smiling so much,i cant get to sleep.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

normal day in school.
nothing much happened.
supposed to start sch at 1,
but we reached early to do our NON-graded project.
luckily,its non-graded.
HAHA.

but we ended up being hungry so we went to eat before our tutorial starts.
in the midst of the tutorial,
i kept hearing jon's
'EHHHH.I EAT TOO MUCH WAN TON MEEEEEEE,SO SLEEPY.'

and fion kept lying her head on the table.
HAHA.

BOTH SLEEPY,
SO THEY 2 CAN SLEEP TOGETHER.
HAHAHAHHA!

and strangely,im darn acquainted with the 'school,home,tutorial' procedure.
i no longer have the urge to hang out after school.
i want to pull back my darn gpa mannnnnn.
and i hope this determination doesnt die out.
HEHE.

OKAY.PICTURES.
:DD

6. going homeeeeeeeeeeee.jon and his twin brother,david.and i swear he's/they're looking at fion.HAHAHHA!

OKAYYYYYYY.THATS ALLLLLLLLLLL.

:DDDDD

daddy met with an accident.
the trailer rammed into his car.
daddy has chest pain after that.
so he went for xray.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

cherish your loved ones.

we're born to wait.

went to town last wed with ni ni.

9. and isaac appeared from nowhere.HAHAH!

next posttttttttttt:D

im feeling so lethargic.
body system has yet to fine tune to the schooling system.
i feel so tired everyday.
plus the weather is so bad these days.
everyone,please drink lotsa water ya?
:)

driving tml.
hope i'll have some improvements.
hehe.

and research on FMI to be done.
AND FF HOW?!

ive yet to post a town post with ni.
but im darn tired.
another post before i go and rest.
hehe.

okay,next post.
:)

HAHA!
my new classmate,jonathan.
he is so funny.
he thought im talking about him when i type JON in fb.
LOL.


[c=#8000FF]JøňĈ[/c] says:
jon athan haha!
basket sia!

joanna says:
HAHAHAH!
YA

[c=#8000FF]JøňĈ[/c] says:
tot ur say me haha!
i dunno he called jon leh!

joanna says:
LOL

[c=#8000FF]JøňĈ[/c] says:
i noe u got bf
but i forgot the name haha


AND OUT OF THE BLUE,
(by the way,fb separated jon's name.so its Jon Athan.)


[c=#8000FF]JøňĈ[/c] says:
eh ur bf
singaporean?

joanna says:
yea
why?

[c=#8000FF]JøňĈ[/c] says:
cauz his surname
atan
nvr heard b4 aha

joanna says:
LOL
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
is jonathan lah
WTH
LOL
fb separated it


HAHAHAHHA!JOKE OF THE NIGHT.LOL!

seriously,i wish there's a cure for pms.
it gets worse each month.
i lose my cool darn easily.
help.

THE PMS BLUES.

okay,proper post after i do my research for FMI.
(financial markets & institutions)

humans are selfish.
we tend to care for ourselves first,before others.
sometimes i feel,
why cant we be a little more giving & understanding?
do our best to help the rest.
expect nothing in return,but when in need,
you really do hope someone will be there to help you out.
should the cycle repeats itself,
i think the world will be a better place.

every one plays a part.
a little contribution each,
will definitely make a whole lot of difference.

school from 1-4.
secretly love my financial accounting teacher.
hope my accounts wont suck that badly this sem.
hehe.

went to lot one after that.
met up with ni,after her dental apointment.
and she kept asking me to look at her 'CHIO & CUTE' braces.
its pink,so i think its nice.
HEHE.

have to praise her for being nice today.
to satisfy my craving.
CHIPPY'S.
hehe.

6. HAHA!FUGLY.but ive no choice.its almost the nicest pic that we took together.LOL.and yes,my blusher worth $10.LOL.

back home after that.

i kept whining to daddy that i was craving for durians last night.and daddy gave me a surprise today!:))

TADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!:DDDD

6. yay!my durians.hehe.and i love sweet durians,even though bitter ones are supposed to be good?haha.and daddy kept insisting that its 32$ per box.LOL.darn funny.

then comes my second surprise.

while eating my durians,

daddy: girl ah.later go to the fridge,got things for you.

so i went to the fridge.

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TADAHHHHHHHHHH!

7. awwwwwwww,not anything grand but its the thoughts that count.hehe.love daddy:DD

sometimes i feel that ive done many good deeds in my previous life.serious.cause im blessed with a super sweet daddy,plus a super great mummy this life.and of course,my 3 elder brothers.being the youngest,i'll always get what i want.spoilt,i agree.but im learning to be like a normal child.at times,i may be bad,playful & wilful.and might even take things for granted but deep down,im still thankful,that i have an awesome family.best of all,my wonderful parents,who never fail to shower their unconditional love on me.giving me the best of everything,without hesitation.and i promise that i will never leave daddy & mummy alone,unless i leave the world before them.words that i never have the courage to say,i love you daddy mummy.

cherish,before its too late.

EUNICE TOH JUN NI

joanna says:
i got something to tell you leh
and i only tell you

eunice says:
hope is gooooooooooood news
u pregnant?
HAHHAHAHA

joanna says:
I MISS JONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
HAHAHAHHAHA

eunice says:
FUCK YOU

SOBS.POOR ME.

HAHAHAHHAHAH!

totally unprepared for school.
dont know what to bring.
dont know what to wear.
dont know how will my classmates be like.
dont know if school will be fun.
dont know how will my teachers be like.
dont know if i'll do well.
dont know whats upcoming.

whats worst,i miss jon.
too much.
boo.

i think ive reached a stage whereby clothes no longer arouses my interest.
FOR NOW.
i feel a little bored shopping.
weird,but yea.
i dont know why too.
hehe.

is it good or bad?
good in a way.
i wont create a hole in daddy's pocket.
HAHA.

school's starting tomorrow.
not excited,but kinda looking forward.
a mixture of feelings.
hope it'll be a blast for everyone!
YAY!
:DDDDDDD

I NEEDA STUDY HARD OKAY,PEOPLE.
CHEERS.
:D

friday
went town with idy for shopping.then off for netball bbq:)

1. HAHA!BITCH.

saturday

momo made steamboat for BREAKFAST.serious.haha!then went vivo with momo.thats all:)

2. yes,my breakfast.HAHA.

todayyyy:)
went for dim sum at mayim with my parents,shopped around then went home.out for dinner later at tung lok:)

3. i like this pic,dont know why.hehe.

nexttttttttttt:D

5. MILK LEVEL.HAHAHAHAH!her mum fed her too much milk when she was young.HEHE.

6. i dont haveeeeeeeeeeeeee:((.HAHA!

7. group photo!:D

thats that!

:DDDDDDDDDD

yesterday,i stayed home for the entire day.
enjoyed being a bum.
hehe.

i painted my nails red.
BUT i wiped them off.
there are bits of red stains on my nails now.
eww.
hehe.

and i tried grilling the exact drumlets which jon grilled for me.
all got burnt.
boohooooooooo.
haha!

its good though,then i'll have the excuse that he can grill it for me when he's back.
HEHE.

and i crave for chippy's cheesy curry chicken now.

should be heading out later and to netball's bbq gathering at night.

more updates!
:D

Cause love is a feeling,

HEHE.I CUT PLUS DYE MY HAIR.
YEA,BANGS.
quite happy.
but i hope my hair grows longer and thicker though.
hehe.

but then uh,hair stylist will never make you walk out ugly.
the nightmare will be the next day.
like 'EH.HOW TO STYLE AH?!'
that kinda thing.
haha!

okay.the next thing to update about is.....
SOBS SOBS.

while i was waiting for my uncle at my lobby,
a black cat jumped out of nowhere,
and meowed right in front of me!!!
omg,i swear i scream like there's no tomorrow.
BOOHOO.

my biggest fear,meowsy mew.
eww.
boo.

and hehe,i hope daddy doesnt wake me up for work tml.
wishful thoughts.
hehe.

cant waittttttttttttt.

deliferance delivery.

lobster bisque.
lamb shank.
ham cabonara.
yum yum!

i sound like a glutton.
hehe.

oh joy.
:DDDDDDD

driving wasnt as bad as i thought.
was better than my first.
hehe.

but still not good enough.
gotta keep trying.

friday's lesson cancelled.
the next would be on the 25th.
hope my skills dont rust by then.
hehe.

anyway,went to bugis after driving.
my bag was the last piece so i didnt buy it.
bought another 3 tops.
LOL.

okayokayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i know i keep buying clothes,clothes & more clothes.
but different girls have different preference,i believe.
like some splurge on make ups,some on shoes,some on bags.
mine is more on clothes?
so it balance things out,i think.
HEHE.

anywayyyyyy,i packed my cupboard.
happy happy.
hehe.

but i secretly feel that momo has been giving my clothes away.
cause my cupboard is never full,no matter how much i buy.
STRANGE ISNT IT?

wanted to go to the salon.
BUT.i think i better not.
in case i act on impulse.
i better keep it long first.
if it gets to messy and stuff,i'll just bear with it FIRST.
avoid mirrors.
HEHE.

sometimes,its strange.

jon is not around.
but i'll keep viewing his blog/facebook for updates.
i know they're not gonna be updated any soon.
but i still hope that they would.

ever feel the same way?

feels darn uncomfortable.
kept throwing up.
BOO.

:((

HEHE.
I AM GOING FOR MY 2ND DRIVING LESSON TML.
SO EXCITED.
DARN AFRAID.

i only had 1 lesson so far,and it was like weeks back.
i think ive lost touch with the steering wheel?
and i forgot the clutch,brake thing?!
omg omg.
hope i dont get scolded tml.
:X

afraid,max.
boo boo.

whats worst,jon's not here.
i cant rant on my driving.
double boo boo.

and i miss jon.
how.
triple boo boo now.

HEHE.
I AM ALRIGHT K.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

HEHE.

she thinks she's a rockstar.

love the black one uhhhhhhhh.but i love what jon has bought,best:)

Cause...

and the heart never lies.

1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
i know i wont be.

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
i trust very easily.

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
i like singapore,alot.

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
definitely.

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
too lazy to get my wallet.


6. Which one of your friends/family do you think would make the best doctor?
i dont know.

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
initially,yes.very.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
actually,many friends would randomly pop into my mind.

10. Whats your most favorite scar?
i dont like scars.

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
last month.

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
CAT EYES.I TREAT YOU EAT MAGGI MEE.HEHE.

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
bright eyes plus short hair and a nice tan.sharp nose with a nice built would be a bonus.

14. Fill in the blank. I love:
jon.

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
to be a better daughter,sister,friend,gf.

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
daddy.

17. How many kids do you want to have?
none actually.

18. Would you make a good parent?
i need to learn how to take care of myself first.hehe.

19. Where was your profile picture taken?
cruise.

20. Whats your middle name?
tan.

21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
honestly,jon.

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
i'll be single till 18.

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
ask my husband.

24. What are you wearing right now?
tshirt,fbt.

25. Righty or Lefty?
i secretly admire left handers.but im a righty.

26. Best place to eat?
too many.

27. Favorite jeans?
i dont like jeans.

28. Favorite animal?
im afraid of them.hehe.

29. Favorite juice?
green apple with milk.YUM YUM.

30. Have you had the chicken pox?
yeap.

31. Have you had a sore throat?
yea.

32. Ever had a bar fight?
nope.

33. Who knows you the best?
myself.

34. Shoe size?
5.

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
both.

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
i need to have a pet first.haha.

37. Been to Mexico?
nope.

38. Did you buy something today?
SOBS.NOPE.

39. Did you get sick today?
nope.

40. Do you miss someone today?
yea,alot.

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
nope.

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
i forgot.

43. Last person to lie in your bed?
im lying on it now.hehe.

44. Last person to see you cry?
jon.

45. Who made you cry?
jon.i refused to send him off at the airport,for fear of crying.but i still did.LOL.

46. What was the last TV show you watched?
paris hilton's BFF.not the last,but the only title i rmbed.hehe.

47. What are your plans for the weekend?
my weekend is coming to an end.

48. Who do you think will re-post this?
random bored pms woman.yes,its you,ni.

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
jon,weiwei,wanmeng.

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
we'll need to be financially stable first,honey.

didnt buy anything.
topshop,last piece(what the mannequin was wearing).
river island,no more.
BOO BOO.

dampens my mood.
seriously.

but on a happier note,i collected my berms!
yay!

and i can dress like a guy now.
i think its kinda new to me,and im pretty excited.
hehe.

and i look like a miniature version of jon.
no joke.
i kept laughing when i look at myself in the mirror.
LOL.

okay,still not very happy.
the fact that i didnt purchase anything.
BOOHOO.

gonna eat my XO fish head beehoon now.
HOPE I DONT GET DRUNK.
HAHAHHAHA!

1. eldest bro plus sister in law:)

HIGHLIGHT FOR TODAY
I TOOK OFF MY EXTENSIONS.
hehe.


i feel so much lighter.
and so much happier.idk why:D
had so much fun washing,scrubing & combing my hair.
and best of all,my natural hair scent is back.
but its a little short though.
got to slowly adapt.
and i really hope,i'll resist the urge to do weird stuffs on my hair.
at least until jon's back.
but i wanna dye it though.
hehe.

went to work today.
and eldest bro sent me home at 2pm.
i got up his car and started laughing so badly.
look at the pic below,enlarge if possible.
LOL.

bro: LAUGH WHAT.NOW FASHION LIKE THAT.
jo: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!I DIDNT KNOW HAVING WIRES AND CONTROLS DANGLING ABOUT IS SO FASHIONABLE.LOL!





as soon as i got home,2nd bro kept pestering me to make chocolate crunchy for him
and so i did.
and the kitchen got darn messy AGAIN.
but hehe,since he asked me to make them,he offered to clean it for me.
:))

daddy brought me to eat my favourite stingray for dinner!yay!:D

altered my berms too.

:)

AND SHOPPING TMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

YAY!!!!!!!:DDDDD

jo: daddy,tonight i'll rest early.so tml i'll have energy to shop!:))

daddy: girl ah,we play a game want?

jo: what game?

daddy: tml we pretend to be strangers.you dont know me,AND I DONT WANNA KNOW YOU.

jo: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

daddy: or nvm.tonight you go online,see all the clothes you want to buy.then best is see until midnight.then tml you rest at home.

jo: HAHAHAHAHHA.IM NOT DUMB,DADDY.

IM NOT THAT BAD/SCARY CANNNNNN.

hehe.

and 2nd bro is coming home with my meesua.

yay!

:))

but taiwan obviously has better meesua.

hope jon eats my share.

HEHE.

i think my friends are so cute and funny at the same time.