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WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: ice water,as usual.

2. Last phone call: jonny love<3

3. Last text message: jonnnnnn.

4. Last song you listened to: i forgot.

5. Last time you cried: days back.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: no.

7. Been cheated on: countless times.i dont need more,seriously.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no.

9. Lost someone special: yeap.

10. Been depressed: sadly,yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: yes!HAHA!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pastel pink
13. white
14. hmmm,depends on my mood.

HIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yes,many.

16. Fallen out of love: nope.

17. Laughed until you cried: its my job to do so.HAHA.

18. Met someone who changed you: yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were: all my friends are true friends,to me.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes,DAVID CHEONG.ANGRY.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : yes.

22. How many people on your friends list, do you know in real life: almost all.

23. How many kids do you want to have: none,1 or 2.preferably twins.HEHE.

24. Do you have any pets: nope.

25. Do you want to change your name: noooooo.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: bq party.

27. What time did you wake up today: i didnt really sleep for the entire night.boo.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying very hard to sleep.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: this survey to end.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: just.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i love my current life now,seriously.

32. What are you listening to right now: nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: haha!tom and jerry:X

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nobody.

35. Most visited webpage: fb.

36. Whats your real name: Tan Sher Lee, Joanna.

37. Nicknames: jo, jojo, anan,nana

38. Relationship Status: attached.

39. Zodiac sign: horse,cancer

40. Male or female? half.HAHA!

41. Primary?: st anthony's primary school

42. Secondary School?: assumption english school

43. Poly/Ite/Jc/others?: sp

44. Hair colour: urhm,gold,black,grey.HAHA.

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: taboo.156.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? no,i love jon though.

48: What do you like about yourself? i dont like,i love everything about myself.HEHE.

49. Piercings: i think i closed all?

50. Tattoos: dpnt have any.

51. Righty or lefty: i wanna be a lefty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: none.

53. First piercing: when i was 4?

54. First best friend: koh hui jun.

55. First sport you joined: fencing

56. First vacation: i forgot,to malaysia definitely.

58. First pair of trainers: last year.

59. Eating: im not eating now.

60. Drinking: neither am i drinking now.

61. I'm about to: fall alseep,its only question 61.

62. Listening to: NOTHING.

63. Waiting for: time to pass.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: maybe

65. Get Married?: yessssssssss.

66. Career?: banker,hopefully.

67. Lips or eyes: eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: a warm hug followed by a peck:)

69. Shorter or taller: shorter

70. Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: are you mad?

77. Drank hard liquor: tasted dad's.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: my contacts always fly away.HAHA.

79. Sex on first date: im not a despo.

80. Broken someone's heart: im sorry if i did.

82. Been arrested: im a good girl.

83. Turned someone down: im sorry.

84. Cried when someone died: not yet.

85. Fallen for a friend?: love always starts out as friends.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes,but im 80% wrong all the time.LOL.

87. Miracles: used to.

88. Love at first sight: jon does.

89. Heaven: i believe in hell instead,im a buddhist.

90. Santa Claus: are you dumb?

91. Kiss on the first date: im too shy.hehe.

92. Angels: nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: im faithful.

95. Did you sing today?: nope,but i sang ytd.hehe.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: im too dumb to do so.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: live for the present,not the past.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i cant anyway.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes,but i fell.HAHA.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: if not,i'll be wasting my effort.


FINALLY.HAHAHAH!

so long since i watched movie with jon,alone.

1. thats renny on the right.SINGLE & AVAILABLE.

haha!i think i can start a matchmaking agency soon.

HEHE!

Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
huh?like what?!


I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
sorry dear,its a little too late.


LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
shut up.


COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
*SMILES


PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
sorry,i haven touched math for the longest time.


I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
count your blessings.


WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
i wish i know.


I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
no,i'll prolly have a headache.


YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
sorry but i really dont know.


I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU...
dont,im attached.


I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU...
bullshit.HAHAHAHHA!


THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER.
i didnt want to be yours?


WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
i dont have a hp.


CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
i wish i didnt have co-ordination problems.HAHA.


MAY I ESCORT YOU?
are you my knight?


DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TILL NOW?
NO.


YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED.
MOVE ON PLEASE.


WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
no,i'll be blind.


WHO's
Who is in the house with you?
my parents.


Who are you thinking about now?
jon.


Who did you last talk to on the phone?
jon.


Whose house did you last go to?
jon.


Whose birthday is next?
mine.


Who was the LAST person you loved?
if i were to die tml,it has to be jon.


Who do you hope will take this survey?
nobody,its pretty lame.and its from lame JON CHIEN.HAHA!


WHAT's
What was the last thing you ate?
crab noodle.YUM:D


What was the last thing you drank?
plain water?


What is the closest item near you that is blue?
ring file.


What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN.


What is your favorite color? (1 only)
pastel pink:)


What is your most used away message?
please rephrase your question.


What is your favorite website?
fb?


What is your favorite shoe brand?
i dont like wearing shoes.


What song are you currently hearing?
nil.


WHERE's

Where do you live?
batok.


Where do you sleep?
ON MY BED?!


Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
SP.


WHEN's

When is your birthday?
5th july.


When did you last burn a candle?
im afraid of the fire.


When did you last see your dad?
an hour back.


WHY's

Why do we have to go to school?
FOR KNOWLEDGE!!!!


Why are you doing this survey?
and i cant believe i just did this survey.


HAHAHAHAHHA!IM TURNING IN.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:DDDDD

skipped gems again,did project.
im left with only one precious chance to skip.
i better stop skipping.
if not i'll be a loser to foward gems.
HAHA!

and ni,i bet you missed me.
didnt see me for weeks.
bet you missed my whinings.
HEHE.

nvm,husband is in the same ship as me.
left one chance.
HAHA!

so stressed up over projects.
ambiguity made them even worse.
not knowing whether we are on the right track.
more grey hair.
haha.

pretty stressed up for the entire day.

and haha.
i should buy 4D tml.
my thing came in school today.
and argh,i wanna be a guy.
so i can stop having monthly pms.
annoying.

and happy to see people falling in love.
i dont know why.
i like seeing my friends blissful look.hehe.
like awwwwwwwwwwww.
:DDDDD

and i told daddy about dodo bird.
he told me to peer evaluate him.
dont know why.
i feel bad.
:X

and again,boring day.
school,projects,home.
and i realised i haven really enjoy myself.
for a week?
poor me.

and oh,my left nostril keeps bleeding.
and random,i ate dinner at 10pm.
when my dinner is supposed to be at 5 plus or 6.
boo.

screw inferiority.
screw paranoia.
screw comparisons.

im sorry for being crude,
but i feel so much better.
:)

and i didnt know depreciation works on humans too.
what a joke.

hello you,thank you so much,i feel a lot better.
:))))))))))


and hello you,im so stressed up.
ANGRY.
dodobirdy.
RAHHHHHHHH!!


HAHA.and i know.
contradicting post.
be smart,its 2 different 'hello yous'.
hehe.

its the same routine everyday.

wake up,pack my bed,brush teeth,bathe,change clothes,blow hair,pack bag,grab my milo,leave home,squeeze on the bus,squeeze on the train,school,laughters,projects,home,bathe,eat,do tutorials,sleep,yada yada...................

kinda summarised my daily routine.

its thurday tml.
super slack.
ends at 11 since fmi is for fieldwork.
which means project again after 11.
husband,PS me for project k.
HAHA!

and oh,fencing tml.
im giving a million and one excuses not to go.
getting lazier.
and my throat hurts alot.
so i think i shouldnt go.
HAHA.

AND SOMEBODY,REMIND ME TO BRING MY MC TML CAN??
SOBS.
HAHAHAHHA!

its always good to have someone around whom you can pour your sorrows to,share your joys with.
whether it is a very good gf,a particular loved one or even your family members.
it doesnt matter.
speak your mind.

before you break down on something insignificant.
it is not that something which made you break down.
its the problems that snowballed in you,did.

thank god i have jon's itouch to keep me company,
to share my thoughts,
to play with,
to keep me entertained.
if not,i'll be bored to death.
hehe.

went to the clinic just now.
fever,flu,sore throat.
haha.

didnt go to school today.
sorry to all the project mates.
:X

its just rest,rest and more rest today.
yawns.

and i hope i dont think of redundant stuff.
you'll be happy,as long as you set your mind to be.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))

down with flu and fever.
boohoo.

somehow,something's stopping me.
i dont know why,i dont know what.
and its giving me a bad bad headache.

i no longer have the liberty to do what i want,
as and when i feel like.
feels more like an obligation,
in attempt to structure a particular outcome.
feeling sucks,alot.

and you change to suit the situation,
not the situation changes to suit you.

wanting something so badly,
till it causes hurt,is inevitable.
no pain,no gain.
too much pain,i dont wanna gain.

wanting to trust people around you,
becomes sucha tough job to do.

having faith to wanna do well,
but what the future lies,
i cant predict.

T I M E.
T I M E.
T I M E.
you're so draggy,yet a powerful tool.
you mainpulate almost everything in life.

just how many,would really have the patience to wait?

went for fencing ytd:)
i think there's like too many guys.
40 guys and 10 girls.
LOL.

anyway,ran on the track,learn a little of basics,games,watch seniors fenced a little.

was alright,made a few friends.
:)

and my thighs are aching,damn.
blame on myself for slacking for like 2months?
HAHA.

okay,school ends at 11 today.
did project all the way.
and we were all darn sleepy when jon suggested to arm wrestle with nick.
HAHA!

apparently he won.
TRY FOOK KEE LAH.
HAHAHAH!

that really perked us up a fair bit.

home,did a little of FF.
and completed my share of FMI for the time being.
happy happy.

AND HUSBAND,CHILL CHILL!(in yong wei's way.HAHA!)
dont get angry with DO DO.
HAHAHAHHA!

okay nothing much.
going to hunt for atm machines tml.
HAHA.

AND OH,I ENJOY SLEEPING AT 9PM.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

NO TITLE FOR THIS POST.
SUPER RANDOM.
HEHE.


COFFEE & TOAST WITH HUSBAND.
nice ham and cheese toast.
and their half boil egg.
ice milk tea with not enough ice though.
plus husband said her sugar and butter toast not crispy.
plus her coffee not sweet.
HAHA.

awwww,im sucha sweet wife.
i rmbed everything you said.
HEHE.

7. OKAY GO AHEAD AND LAUGH.HAHA!so nice of me,i took this pic using fion's hp and set it as her wallpaper.i wanted to make her smile everytime she sees her phone.AND WHEN SHE SAW IT,SHE CHANGED IT STRAIGHT AWAY.SOBS.HAHAHAHHA!

OKAY.HOPE THIS POST KILLS YOUR BOREDOM!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HELLO. I HAVE SO MANY PICS ON HAND.
I FORGOT THE SEQUENCE OF IT.
SO BEAR WITH ME.
:)
6. prawn and scallop gratin.a tad oily though.HAHA!waraku's nicerrrrrrr:))



7. unique ambience,but i prefer nyny's:)
8. and their 'keys' to the bill.HAHA.

just for laugh

jo: *taking the 'keys'
jo: b,i tell you something very corny k.
jo: *hands the key to jon
jon: ??????
jo: YOU HAVE THE KEYS TO MY HEART.
jon: *FAINTS
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

NEXT POST.
:D

school at 10am for CRM project.
school starts at 1pm.
and i was starving badly.
HAHA.

somebody be nice,
your poor friend here has no breakfast everyday.
POOR ME.
HAHAHAHHA!


KIDDING.
HAHAHHAHA!

NEXT POST.
:DD

school today as usual.
MA1 project is doing good.
:)

okay,random thoughts again.

CARE LESS,PLAY MORE.
enjoying it.
:)

met up with fion,husband,doshi,jonc at raffles.
went to OCBC's headquarters to take pics.
super embarassing when we are inside OCBC.
shant mention.
LOL.

headed to mac,did a little of FMI.
slackeddddddddddddddddddddd.
then to bugis to shop.
:)

jon came afterwards.
had lunch together.
shop a little.
bought my stuffssssssssss:DD
i went for my driving after that.
:)

was super tired,
i fell asleep in the train for the first time.
and i became cranky,
i started talking nonsense to my instructor.
HEHE.

dad came to pick me up for dinner after driving.
stingray at bukit timah.
YUM.
:DDDD

and ive thought through stuffs.
darn happy now.
and sometimes i really admire myself alot.
hehe.

pardon for the lack of visual updates.
im plain lazy to send pics from my phone.
HEHE.

okay.gotta start on my research on kbox alr.
STAY HAPPY EVERYONE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

its friday.
but its just school and home.
gotta visit ocbc's HQ tml at 9am.
and driving at 4pm.
good luck to myself.
haha.

AND,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO.
:D

as i mentioned in previous posts,i get tired easily these days.

i can see and i do feel.

school.
met up with jon.
had new york new york at citylink.
yum yum.
:DDD

met ww and meng at town to watch star trek.
sneaked our subway into the cinema.hehe.
hmmmm,not my kind of movie.
but meng said it was nice.
haha.

home.
super tired these days and i dont know why.

school from 10-5 tml.
thursday is always slack day.
RWPS tml,lame can.

and im trying to charge my sweetpod now.
but it doesnt work.
wanna get an itouch so badly.
but jon told me to wait till some IT fair.
waitinggggggggggggggg.

but the journey out to anywhere,
or back from somewhere,
is super dreadful.
nothing to listen to,nothing to play with.

okay,next post.
:)

school as usual.
then did a little discussion on crm project.
went lot one,waited for jon.
ate at mos burger.
jon sent me home.

dont know why.
it feels extraordinary on an ordinary tuesday.
maybe its you.
:)

i love sportaneity.
i love surprises.
:)

AND THANK YOU BEI BEI!
SO KIND TO SEND ME THE SONG.
LOVES LOVES.
:DDDDDDDDD

okay,the song got me heated up.
im so in the mood to blog now.
HAHA!
from last tursday okay!LOL.

http://http://www.imeem.com/people/NXKQZmi/music/JKxddLud/wonder-girls-nobodymp3/

NOBODY BY WONDER GIRLS.
HAHA.
a korean song.
i got hooked like a month back and i still haven got this song.
i dont understand the lyrics.
but super catchy.
love it.
:D

gets me hopping around everytime i play it.
flying high.

AND IM SUPPOSED TO DO MY FF.
DARN DRAGGY.

AND ANDDDDDDDDDDDD!
I WANT NOBODY,NOBODY,BUT YOU!

as i mature,
factors that i once deemed unimportant,
becomes my utmost priorities now.

FUTURE.
you're scaring me a little.

signs of turning 19.
haha.

let's face it.
life is NEVER fair.

some are born richer.
some are born smarter.
some are born with better looks.

yes,they are bonuses that make life easier.

for those who are born not-so-rich,
for those who are born not-so-smart,
for those who are born not-so-good-looking,
its all the hardwork aftermath that balances things out with those lucky ones.

for example,
saving real hard to be as rich,
studying more to be as smart,
applying make ups to be as pretty.

its a choice to close up gaps between the lucky ones and the unlucky ones.
no point sulking till day break that people have a better kickstart.
if you do not have one,you'll just have to extra hard to get what you desire.

some prefer to have fun first then get serious.
some prefer to get serious first then have fun.
i prefer the latter.
because there'll always be more responsibility later in life.

wanna be like the lucky ones?
jolly well work hard first.
and there's no way you could enjoy like the lucky ones without hard work.
life will only be more miserable.

to sum things up,
want a better future?
you earn it yourself.
period.

hello,to all my remaining readers.
haha.

haven been updating proper.
and wont be updating any proper post soon.

random thoughts again.

i want either all,or nothing at all.
no 50/50 kinda thing.

and i wanna try to not depend on anyone.
cause in times of trouble,those you think would help you,
will not.
its only yourself.

and i get so tired easily these days.

take care allllllllllllllllllll!
:DDDDDDDDDD

manipulation of feelings.
im capable of that.
but only to my own feelings though.

hope the bleakest days are out.
better days to come.

such disappointments,
once.
its not enough,
but way too much.

trust nobody,but yourself.
trust nothing,but your eyes.

bird's of the same feathers,flock together?
true,to a certain extent.
but i should not stereotype.

forgive & forget.
always easier said than done.
but nonetheless,i think ive grown up.
i can be the bigger woman.
i forgive.

BUT.
its impossible to forget.

like a splint,it cant be seen through the naked eye.
but,you'll feel the hurt.

till then,work hard.
take the splint out.
its painful.

something random.
its really the thoughts that count.
you wanna make someone happy.
yes,if you want it,DO IT.
empty thoughts,thoughts without actions.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
might as well dont think.
HEHE.

okayyyyyyyyy.
im going to admiralty to meet husband.
then amk to meet classmates.
then off to chomp chomp!
YAY!
:DD

and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
jon is gonna be back soon.
hehe.

i think i wont be back home tonight.
so more updates on sun!
TAKE CARE,TO ALL!
:DDDDDDDDD

LOVES LOVES.
:))