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i was enjoying the breeze at the pool side with my notes,
and a sudden thunder strikes,
i packed and ran home.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

and my dumb bf confused me for months.HAHA.
and i finally understood what he is trying to get across.
quite dumb.
LOL.

but happy happy.
:D

and why does it seems that i am super unexcited for my birthday.
this is the first year,i dont know what i want,how i want to celebrate it.
like no mood.
must be the mst.
or maybe because jon cant book out,for 3 damn weeks.
haha.

or maybe im getting older,i cant reveal my age.
for those who know,wish me a happy sweet 16 or something.
HEHEHEHEHEHHEE.

im kidding k.
LOL.
i always think i have to look/be old.
know why?

cause i have a 35 year old bf.
HAHAHAHAHHA!

AND,TML IS THE FIRST.
MEANS,IT WILL BE A GOOD DAY.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHA!
& i thought Balance Shit/Income Statement would appear in my paper.
& as usual,i guessed it wrongly.
nevermind,MA1 tml.
hehe.

and my cramps are killing me.
thanks to pokka milktea.
HEHE.

and i was so happy till my menses kill my joy.
hmph.

needa sleep soon.
yay!
:DD

STOMACHACHE:(
FF LATER.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL!
LURBSXZX EUU ALL.
HEHE.
:DD

just when you thought that you found someone to depend on,
the increased dependancy just shows how vulnerable you are,
at the mercy of the other part.

from the start,its imbalanced.
& now,i just want a fair stand,an equal playing ground.
trying to make up for loss time,without given a proper chance to.
at least i tried.
but i was never close to success.

maybe to you,nothing changed.
but to me,i've lost.

i just came home from school.
first paper down,4 more to go.

and its always the pms perod that makes a girl so sensitive.
as in idk about other girls,
but i think/feel alot when i pms.

sometimes,like a sudden surge of anger coming from nowhere.
sometimes,i take comments negatively.
sometimes,i just cant be bothered.

and im thinking now like why we all eat the same kind of food,
but everyone has different personalities.
and different people have different views/opinions.
no point fighting to win,
cause you might be a winner in your own world,
and a loser to the others.

super super random.
and i just texted jon a 5-page text regarding personality differences.
hehe.

always there for me to vent things.
( love you:) )
never fail to make my already confuse self,more confused.
( haha.cause he talks way more sophisticated than i do)

and i super hate the pre-menses period.
feels so sucky.
like 'WHY STILL NOT HERE YET??!!!'
then when it comes,
'DARN SPOIL SPORT!'
haha!
im sure many agree.

and the feeling of texting and not paying rocks.HAHA.
love my hp plan.
200mins free outgoing,unlimited sms to any provider.
better still $25.
yay.
:)

and hehe.
sometimes,i feel jon is sucha sweetheart.
never fail to cheer me up.hehe.
capable of making me want to love him even more each day.

OKAY.digressing.
anyway,i have no topic in this post.
just rants of pms blues.
hehe.

BYE,MUG FOR FF.
:DDDDDDDD

& random.
i bought a new phone.
e71.
i wanted white,but the world is outta stock.
so i wanted red,same fate.
i took black in the end.
sobs.

and i changed my number.
those i didnt text,i didnt exclude deliberately.
just that some numbers got flushed down the toilet bowl.
im not kidding.

pissy cum flustered.

and i just realised group leader sent survey through mails.
how dead.

and my menses is not coming.
my mood is like crap.
help.

crm tml.
good luck everybody.

& somebody,lift me up please.

my nose just participated in a marathon.
pardon me if the pictures are not updated.dont remind me about my toilet bowl incident.SOBS.

Hello BoscoLove,im your number 1 fan and thank god you're mine.
:D



p/s: at least,i've the AAA quality of Bosco.
HAHA!

so apparently,last night my head ache so badly,
i cried over the phone to jon.
LOL.

and he actually cheered me up by saying jokes,
so funny that i cried even more.
LOL.

& my eyes are so puffy now.
boo.

bad timing to fall sick.
but i've seen the doctor though.
should start exercising.
immune system is like crap.

i wanna go prawning!!!!!
and im still gonna whine about how jon cant book out to celebrate my birthday with me.
SUPER BOO!

anyway,birthday should be a quiet affair this year.
since my papers are just before it.
no time to plan,no mood to plan.
BOO.

okay,shall stop boo-ing.

okay,please bear with my lack of visual updates from now till like sep?
until i get a new hp.
before i can start snapping and update on interesting stuff.
for now,it will just be wordssssssssssss.
BOO.

went to fion's house.
then jon came over to hougang mall to look for me.
cause i was late:X
brought me to eat ah beng western food.
nice luhhhhhhhhhh.
plus chicken rice plus fried omelette.
yum yum.
happy happy:D

thennnnnnnnnnn we went to marina.
I LOVE YOU,MAN.
i like.
hehe.
actually i like girly girly movies.
bf too.
:)

before that,while waiting for our movie.
i kept whining to jon,cause my throat hurts so badly.
and i was craving for soup.
so we walked all the way to the other end of suntec.
drank my soup at SOUPERLICIOUS.
not bad.
hehe.

okay,watched.
we cabbed back.
and im impressed,the driver is a millionaire.
:)

and studying resumes tml.
i promise.

omgzxzxzxzxzx.
told fion that i'll reach her place around 1.
and told jon i'll reach his place around 1 plus.
its 1215 now.
and im still doing my hair treatment.
HAHA!

im lucky though.
since the both of them haven wake up.
HAHA!

SALIVATING.

went for driving today only.

and this face im gonna miss for 2 weeks since he wont be booking out on my birthday.CRY YOU A RIVER!:'(

AND I FORGOT ANOTHER HIGHLIGHT.

I HAVE A STY IN MY EYE.
AND IT HURTS.

& i have bloodshot eyes now.
super tired.

turning in really soon.



p/s: at least something to cheer me up.HEHE.dumb bf wanted to give me a surprise.i said wantED,cause he failed.HAHA!

HIGHLIGHT 1: I AM BACK FROM MSIA.

HIGHLIGHT 2: MY EYELASHES IS MORE ON ONE SIDE.

HIGHLIGHT 3: I HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR BLONDE.

MAJOR HIGHLIGHT 4: MY HP JUMPED INTO THE TOILET BOWL AND BID ME FAREWELL.

just when i thought jon and i have couple phone,couple itouch.boo.
and please,those who wanna text me,please tell me who you are k.
POOR ME.SOBS.
HAHA!

and i haven been studying for 2 days.
SHOOT ME.

sorry,i cant help it.

look a lil like bosco??HAHA!

except bosco's ears dont protrude out.HEHE!

SUPER RANDOM,
BUT I HAVE A MOSQUITO BITE ON THE TIP OF MY NOSE.
SOBS.

and i just rmbed something funny!
jo: b you like sweet durians or bitter durians.
jon: *goes on and on about durian theory
jon: you know how to see if the durian is bitter or sweet?
jo: *curious,cause from what i know,we cant see!
jon: drop the durian on your feet,the if it hurts,its bitter.if not,it'll be sweet.HEHE.

HAHAHAHAH!
okay,at that point of time,it was mad funny.
HEHE.

okay,so jon came over.

i officially proclaim myself,home bound.
and love is coming over tml.
oh joy.

i have to whip up a meal for him.
my best dish- MAGGI WITH EGG.
special enough.
he'll love it.

HEHE.

Just put yourself in my shoes.

met up with love.
marina square for carls junior.
sex.
:D

attempted to study.
but i never fail to be distracted.
so went for pool and movie.
drag me to hell.
:)

love days like this,minus the studying part.
and i hope nothing changes.
:)



1. hehe.

and before we left town,jon brought me to the rooftop at esplanade.HEHE.
awesome,love.
XOXO.

2. actual height.i swore my neck was aching.the camera was too high.haha!

5. and jon kept saying he has bangs too.i get your point,love.HAHA!

OKAY,END OF MY POST.

TOO MUCH DURIANS,RISING TEMPERATURE.

BOOHOO.

not prepared to let you go,
but at the same time i cant say no.

breathe joanna,BREATHE.
head hurts like crap.
over and out.
rahhhhhh!

CRM PAGE 1

JOANNA,STAY FOCUS.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
ITS A DREAD,DAMN.

on a side not,im thinking of something.
darn excited.
dont know why.
HEHE.

jon named his itouch,touchy.
and touchy has a gf now.
HEHE.

bought itouch at the IT fair today.
present from mummy.
:)

meaning,today i didnt study again.
i should stop procrastinating.
BOO.

stayed over at jon's place on thurs.
HEHE.

felt very loved.
thank you bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.
:))

okay,summary of events.

thursday
ate at bishan,went to his home,IT fair(supposed to get my itouch),steamboat with ww & ren,surprised mike with a bd cake at his house.

friday
woke up,KOVAN'S NEWYORKNEWYORK:DD,movie(land of the lost) with ww & ren,pool,dinner,home and jon went back to camp.

shant share my happiness.
just feel my joy.
HEHE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

5. new york new york on friday:DDDDDDDDDDD

nextttttttttttttt:D

my super impulse buy.

1. adidas backpack.

2. jon offered to carry for me cause i felt darn weird.hehe.and afterwhich,he kept saying that it suits him more.HMPH.HAHAHHA!

next post!:D

AFTER

cant really see from here,but await my following posts.

:DDDDDDDDDDD

and amazingly,i dreamt that i was feedng lizards with ikan bilis in my room last night.
tons and tons of lizards.

i must be crazy.
HAHA!

apparently,i didnt come online for 2 days.
was busy with my parents.
HAHA.

more updates when im back home on fri.
staying over at jon's place later.

and i need to whine.
i am so so so so so so darn tired.
i can fall any moment.

i miss sleeping at 10pm.
sleeping at 12am sucks,cause i cant last the whole day.
and im having headache.
boohoo.

NONETHELESS,HAPPY DAY TODAY K EVERYONE!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

had driving at 11.
headed to kovan to meet jon after that.
hehe.

i dont know why.
i craved for BAK CHOR MEE TAI MAK so much.
so jon brought me to eat it.
darn nice.
i gave him the bak chor though.
but im learning to eat pork again.
HEHE.

6. and he did the same.AND HE WROTE THE YEAR WRONGLY.OUGHT TO BE SHOT.HAHA.i was like complaining about the year.was supposed to be 08 instead.and his reaction was almost immediate.

JO: THE YEAR WRONG!

JON: BEHBI,CORRECT.IM WRITING OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY.HEHE.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!LOUSY EXCUSE.

okay,love you.

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

let the good times roll.

HELLO BF,PLEASE STOP SINGING.
HEHE.

LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP.
:D

before i update later at night about my day and forget to wish you both,i better wish now.and be glad to appear here k!HAHA!


i wished i had proper pics of you both together to post.
but i think i only have jon's.
so maybe i need to like photoshop,do a mirror image.
then tadah!
i'll get both jon and david.
HAHAHAHHAHAH!

okay.lame.
but hope you 2 enjoy your day & find both your true love soon.
real soon k.
HEHE.

and yes,im on cloud nine these days.
too happy,and i dont know why.
and i hope nothing's gonna spoil this.
HEHE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

smile like you mean it:)

so much fun today.hehe.

7. okay,now with fook kee,jun kiat and troy!:DDD

NEXT POST!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and did i mention that im gonna be dead tml?
i didnt do my pacc tutorial.
neither am i planning to do.
fion,husband,did you all do??
LOL.

and oh.please stop me from skipping gems.
what a dread.
YAWNS.

and its way pass my sleeping hour.
i'll better catch some sleep now.
:D

good night,lovelies!
:DDDDDD

im so happy now,i think im exploding any moment.






1. my lobby:)

apparently,i was already late,and he made me even later.HAHA.

but i was still happy though.

told me that he was in camp last night,but he booked out.and gave me a surprise in the morning.i like the feeling.hehe.

supposed to have breakfast with me,but i was rushing my life out to school,so we both didnt eat till my lunch break.and poor jon had to wander around sb to wait for my lesson to end.HAHA.at least he did try fc6's wanton mee and chicken rice:)

then i went for fmi till 5,while he went home.

met up with him after school.dinner together at his place:).plus,hehe.my maria cooked soup for me,knowing that i like to drink soup.HEHE.

i did my crm project after that.hehe.

share my joy:DDDDDDDDDDD

simple,yet sweet.love you.

2. circle line with b:)

took our virgin circle line trip back:).yay!:D

and thank you love,you made my day/night.loves:D

i dont have the habit to confide my problems.
and now that i wanna tell,i dont know how to say.
somebody,pry my mouth open.
sigh.

where has my courage gone to?
how how how.
sucks.


okay,rj now.
think about it later.
boohoo.

feelings are overwhelming me.i wanna type alot here,but i dont know where and how to start.but i know,there are bound to be ups and downs in a relationship.happy times,unhappy times,good times,bad times,we share it all.i dont only want to be there to share your joy,i wanna share your sorrows as well.thank you for being there whenever i needed you,to hear me out,to share my burden,to share my happiness,to make time for us,to give in to me,to change for me,to take my tantrums and most imptly,to love me like what you did from day one.i really appreciate you,alot.things you've done for me,i'll always remember them.a joy to my life,indeed.nobody is perfect.we'll learn from mistakes and teach each other to be better lovers.tust,faith,love.we'll build them,together.thank god,i found you.and this post,is exclusively for you,my love.wishing us a very happy 7th.and i'll always love you.