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so 1 more exam to go and i'll be free.

Lets cherish this.

i'll blog soon,promise.

So many places i haven been to and i wanna go.

What if i tell you that i hate what you love & who you love?

it just takes a little effort to make the other party happier. 3. endorsing campbell soup:)

PICTURES OVER AT MY CRIB.
ni & idy.
came over to mug till late.
:)

MY YOOHOO WOKE SNORLAX UP TO ACC ME FOR SUBWAY.
HEHE.

LURBSXZ CHIU,SEE CHIU.
HAHHAHAHHA!

Sudden urge to blog about appearance.
Trigger: My black roots are like an inch long & my dark circles/eye bags are amazing.
:(

Appearance sometimes get people of both sexes deluded.
You want your other half to be good looking.
You want to be good looking.
You feel good being praised.
You feel good when people praise your other half.
Human nature.

Dont get so obsessed and let appearance cover up the flaws.
Looks,indeed important.
First impression counts,definitely.
Jon: Pretty girls are nothing without pretty hearts.
Thats something that still stays vividly in my mind.
He said that when we have yet to get together.
Amazing sentence,i like it.

Random post about looks and appearance.
I am not pointing out the wrong & right about image conscious.
In fact,i am super duper concern about my image/looks.
Just so amazed how people constantly want to look good,look cool.

No conclusion for this post.
Oh no,maybe there is.
I WANNA DYE MY ROOTS & SLEEP MY EYEBAGS OFF.
hehe.

& who wanna see me in black hair??
not any time soon okay.
at least till i finally wanna settle down in the working environment.
HAHA.

OKAY,ABRUPT END.

& i woke up at 4am in the night cause i realised that my CRM,the whole question 1 is wrong.
i swear i know how to do it,but i interpreted the question wrongly.
i got so stressed up at 4am,i texted husband.
luckily,i didnt wake her up.
if not i think she will start cursing and swearing at me.
LOL.

super funny.
and i dreamt alot last night.
i even dream that mac has curry chicken.
and i was eating curry chicken at mac with jon.
HAHA.

& initially i planned,
like since ytd i went out,i'll start studying today.
apparently i went for my driving this morning.
came back home,slept.
and im still on bed now.
HOW.
BOOHOO.

PONGGOL NASI LEMAK WITH LOVE LAST NIGHT:D
and i swear i blogged last night and blogger cant post it.
gotta re-type everything,hur hur.

actually in conclusion,i know that bf dotes on me alot:)
cause i think i went insane,i kept saying 'bebe bu teng wo.'
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

then he was like trying to explain how much he pampers/dotes/loves me the entire night.
HEHEHE.

so its jon's place,ponggol nasi lemak.
then he sent me home.
:))

super awesome food,really.
:D

and as usual,damn alot of pics,but im selfish.
HEHE.

just showing a few will do.
:)


1. the chee chong fun is some side dish that jon ordered.nice too!:DD

3. train fun!:DD

actually i like taking train/bus with jon.he makes the journey seem shorter every time:).and i love eating with him.cause i'll be so busy with my food,i feel that i have an additional pair of hands.cause he will be feeding me.and putting food on my plate.hehe.last night he was like 'still say i bu teng ni,where to find bf keep feeding his gf?'.hehe.i know luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.XOXO.

:DD

i pmsed the whole damn day.





hehe.im one lucky shit.HEHE.

hiatus.

okay,at least something cause me joy.
& kept me smiling/laughing till now.
HEHEHE.

and i should stop smiling and mug.
BOOHOO.

I dont get it.

i dont get why people can use money to buy friends.
i dont get why people can willingly be bought over.
i dont get why people dont honour their words.
i dont get why guys can be so fickle as well.
i dont get why friends can manipulate each other.
i dont get why people can have fun at the expense of others.
i dont get why guys will want to seek so much attention.
i dont get why would people wanna be so despo.
i dont get why people would have brains and dont think.
i dont get why i dont get so much shit.

& i like.
i like people who stand by their principles & not get swayed easily by others.
you guys are cool shit and i admire you.


period.

CRM is on monday.
and i better study now now NOW!
cause i started LOHSIEWMENGFANCLUB.
and i think im the only member.
hehe.

thank god,driving is postponed to tml.
i can lock myself up in the room for the entire day.
but firstly,i got to cut the wire of my router.
DAMN.

study hard people!
holidays soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
:D

so today is nini day:)
hehe.

soup's spoon at paragon,kungfu milk tea at fareast.shopped at fareast and ion!
WHEE!:D
talked so much,as usual.
crapped so much,as usual.
laughed so much,as usual.
shopped so much,as usual.
camwhored so much,as usual.
something which is unusual,we didnt eat much.
HEHE.

cause the soup and kungfu milktea made us super full.
and never be greedy when ordering cream soup.
i ordered the grande size soup,then i was dying halfway.
couldnt finish it,and for a moment i missed jon.
cause usually he eats/drinks my leftovers.
so i was forcing/hinting ni to drink my soup.
but think she was exploding.
LOL.

and omg,i wanna shop so badly.
so many stuff caught my eye.
and i wanna a chanel so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
HAIYYOYOYOYOOYO.

picturesssssssssss:D



1. minestrone advert.LOL!



2. velvety mushroom soup!:D.too big though.boo.




3. nice nice:)



4. apparently,she said that i was SAM PAT,take pics in photo.and yet she still took with me.who is more SAM PAT?!LOL.



5. toilet fun/mirror craze.HEHE.




6. kungfu milktea advert.LOL.



7. i was so sweet,i bought her drumlets from fc6.love me please.HEHE.


8. random out of nowhere shot.

so jon came over to dover and brought me to eat at marche:)
cause i kept saying i wanted to drink the mushroom soup.
yum yum:D
happy happy.
:D

okay picturesssssssssssssssss.



1. dover mrt:)

Sometimes im so proud of myself.
I can have the ability to make myself happy.
Except for those super duper upsetting stuff though.
& whats worst,i dont like sharing unhappiness with others.
Maybe thats why,i cry super easily.
Just let me cry,i'll feel better.
HEHE.

not some emo post,but random thoughts on why i cry so easily.
happy,sad,angry,random.i'll cry.
LOL.

and guys dont like girls to cry too much.
luckily,jon's gay.
HEHE.

failed MA1 today,with a freaking 6.6 marks.
super upset.
like the previous full marks have gone to waste?
from an A to a C.
just hope projects and participation marks will be sufficient to get a B.
cross fingers.

and RWPS presentation tml.
dont think im writing a script.
& im practising real hard.
i need to pull up my RWPS grades.
pray hard tml will turn out well.
:X

studies studies studies.
over and out.

mindset changes when im growing up.
i actually have thoughts to have a part time job during the holidays.
and i even managed to convince my parents to let me work.
and yes,in the past,they didnt like the idea of me working.
even till now,but i insisted.
HAHA.

but the thoughts of really serving and working in the outside world seems super scary.
feeling inferior too.
since i only worked for daddy before.
and i leave whichever time i like,i sleep when im tired.
:X

feeling so lucky at the same time.
i am always in my comfort zone,being provided for.
i get almost everything i want.
sounds super spoilt.
boohoo.

okay,and i just told jon i wanna work.
HEHE.

so like any part time job,please include me okay.
HAHAHAHHA!

digressing a little.

jon and i dreamt about my mum!haha!
i dreamt about mum,jon & i shopping at far east last night.
but i didnt tell him.
he just texted that while taking a nap,he dreamt of mum,me and him going for bbq.
so coincidental.
HEHE.

& i went shopping today.yay!
which means i can jolly well screw FF tml.
HAHA.

okay,i need to study.
and hope that fb doesnt summon me.
BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:DD

to all those who comment on my fb profile,i cant reply anything.cause dumb facebook blocked me.and i dont know why.BOOHOO:(

beautiful fireworks,which i didnt get to see.boohoo.
i wanted to see so badly but i dare not tell jon.
knowing that he already had plans with his friends.
& i didnt wanna thwart his plans.

so we were on the phone and he asked why didnt i wanna watch the fireworks on tv.
i started whining,saying i wanted to see the real one.
and he said that i was silly.
saying that if i really wanted to watch fireworks or anything,
he would bring me there.
dont know why,quite touched.
teared,as usual.
hehe.

didnt manage to see the real fireworks,but at least i know bf loves me.
& it did console me quite a fair bit.
hehe.

but bad news,the thoughts of fireworks made me not mug for the entire day.
kill me.
HAHA.

For once,i've decided to be selfish & not share my happiness.HEHE.

Not saying where i've been,
not saying what i've done.
Just sharing this happiness with my love.
& you make everything worthwhile.

These days,i washed my hands off many things/people.
Unlike me,but i just cant be bothered.
Too tired to argue,to put on a fake smile,to see people putting on a fake mask.
I've did my part,dont expect anymore.
I cant be bothered,rarely like this.
Make me upset,be it.
Make me happy,be it.
Make me angry,be it.
Its just because,i've deem you as insignificant,
to me.

i just realised my hp can actually READ text aloud for me.
so when i got to know it,i was so excited and texted jon about it.
so naturally,when jon replied,i used the 'LISTEN' function to listen to what he sent.

so my handphone went like this:
'Text message from BEBE SMILEY SMILE[BEBE:)],Let your handphone read out,I LOVE YOU.hehe.'

hehe.warms my heart from head to toe.
XOXO.

Times like these,i am so glad to have you:)

pms-ed like crazy during FMI.
nothing happened,just pmsed.
and every FMI tutorial,fion,husband & I are like enemies.
putting up a charcoal face.
HAHA.

super funny.
glad that FMI is over soon.
yay.
:D

and i hope daddy buys stingray home for me.
HEHE.

why is it that my head suffers tremendous pain everyday?
why is it that my attention span is getting shorter and shorter?
why dont i have the mood to mug?
why does the holidays seem so near and yet so far?
why am i constantly so lethargic?
why dont i have the time to go shopping?
why is it that fc6's yong tau foo is not filling?
HAHA.

random whys.
and i know i dont have visual updates in the recent posts.
soon alright,im lazy.
HEH.

initial plan for today was to head shopping alone.
after jon insinuated me to go home to study and he will shop with me on sat,
i went home after school.

slept and im supposed to study.
BUT.
where's the mood?

im so dead beat.
everytime i sleep,i feel like i cant wake up.
coma.

and everyday i drag myself out of bed,thinking of excuses to skip school.
luckily i didnt sucuumb to this today.

oh my.

i am so deprived of internet for 1 day.
LOL.

but now my connection is back.
and jon is super happy when my connection is down.
because his com crashed.
HAHA.

and oh,FA kinda sucked.
MA1 and FF next week.
but im feeling sick.
bad timing.

ytd i have so much to blog about,but i forgot all now.
LOL.

just a random one to prove that i am still alive.
BYE LOVES:D

The more i do FA,the more i get confused.
with all the additions and subtractions.
HAIYOYOOYYOYOYO.
HELP.

prepaid expenses increase,outflow,minus.
prepaid expenses decrease,inflow,plus.
accrued expenses increase,inflow,minus.
accrued expenses decrease,outflow,plus.

then why is it when doing indirect,minus becomes plus,plus becomes minus???
KILL ME.

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i haven start studying FA.
super tired,and im so sick of studying.boo.

getting panic attacks these days.
my heart will thump super fast if i get stressed up.
boohoo.

OKAY,GONNA READ CLEO NOW.
FA LATER.
i hope.
haha.