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Been home this weekend again.gosh.
Don't know when all the projects and tests are gonna end.
Sucks to be me.

Worst when mugging ain't solid studying.
The weather ain't helping either.
Jon can't book out this weekend and is going for outfield tml.
4 days again,sucks to be me*2.
Haha,last outfield though.
Yay:D

For now,I have to keep my eyes off justin pie.Hehe.
He is so cute,with arms that look like lotus and legs that look like drumsticks.
Feel so hungry just by looking at him.
Haha!it's a joke okay.

While watching 'xia yi zhan xin fu',
jon texted telling me to go to fb for awhile,
so i did.

as usual,i checked my profile,
and silly wrote a comment for me.
so i was like hmmm,quite sweet.

and i thought that was all.
then i texted him saying he was so sweet and stuff.

after which,i went to check his profile.
i didnt know in his profile,he changed his status,
'my gf,nothing else:)'
HEHE.

okay,sweet much.
double sweetness.
:D

okay,doesnt seem impactful here,but i was really touched.
thank you love.
:DDDDD

First time using my iPhone to go online personally.cool much?hehe.steamboat the entire day and I refuse to study itfd.and I'm typing in I'd cause I don't know how to 'enter'.haha!currently waiting for my hair to be treated.doing treatment myself.shall pamper myself with a face mask after this and I wanna watch 'valentine's day'.coming soon on the 11th of feb.hehe.

dont know why the panic attack now.
MA2,cant find any data.
ITFD,stress much.
blaw,haven check blackboard yet.

good thing,jon's coming now.
NOW.
:)

oh ya,thank you love for being sucha pie ytd.
pms-ed.
so initially i was supposed to head to his place,but i was pms-ing plus craving for my old chang kee.
as usual,my punching bag(jon) had to take blows from me.
not literally though.

so that sweetnut secretly came to school without me knowing.
hehe.
BEST PART,WITH MY OLD CHANG KEE:D
albeit my sotong became hard as rubber.
HAHA!

so went for a haircut and went back to his place.
his momolove cooked us dinner.
so sweet right.
okay.

i should be appreciative.
:)

weather's killing.
headache now.
boo.

at least i get to see ni ni just now,hehe.
:D

project time.
argh.

spare me please.
i am darn tired.
researching on MA2 now.
kill me please.

i need to study tml.
and please remind me that my driving's at 2pm tml.

Woke up in time for school,
dragged time,and end up being half an hour late.

Belt is giving me problem.
And i wanna sleep now.

Gems aint fun.
Kthxbye.

Mind your own business.
Hate it most when you tell someone you thought you could trust about something,and she ends up spreading it to some random people.
Worst,commenting and judging.

Luckily i dont open up to many people.
Bur unfortunately,i opened up to you.
Rest assured,heartfelt words,will never be told to you again.
NEVER.

Mind your own business.
Hate it most when you tell someone you thought you could trust about something,and she ends up spreading it to some random people.
Worst,commenting and judging.

Luckily i dont open up to many people.
Bur unfortunately,i opened up to you.
Rest assured,heartfelt words,will never be told to you again.
NEVER.

The last man whom a lady would want,
is the one when she is down,
and he is happily playing outside.

random but true.
applies to both genders actually.
fruit for thought.

i have a secret.
i just ate a donut.
and ITS MY FIRST TIME EATING DONUT.
HAHA!

okay,virgin donut.
its so sweet.
man,dont understand why girls like such sweet stuff.
i think im secretly a man.
HAHA!

so disturbed by my black hair roots.
everybody is asking me not to dye my hair,
but when i see my pics,with black roots and idontknowwhat colour together,
I AM SUPER DISTURBED.

ugly cannnnnnnnnnnn.
damn.

should i just like dye my hair black?
or dye it light again?
for now,i'll just WAIT.
damn.

So last night jon came and surprised me with this box:)
Saying i could keep my stuff inside,still dont know what should i put inside.
Make-up maybe?



1. pinky:D



2. JUSTIN:DD.and momo fed him with lollipop on the sly.HAHA!bro doesnt allow him to consume sweets,poor boy and funny ah ma.haha!

damn,i kinda wasted my weekends rotting at home.
BOO.

at least,i packed my room.
threw plenty of stuff away.
super neat now.

i think i'll pack my wardrobe next weekend.
clear all my clothes,in order to get more clothes!
HAHA!

momo bought an additional clothes rack for me.haha.
and my fan is spoilt.
oh yay,can get the pink fan that im eyeing for.
HEHE.

bad bad,i onlined and slept my entire day off.
Sucks when its 9pm alr and i haven started anything on ITFD.

But bf is coming over now,happy happy.
:D

HAHA!now,the guai lan kia is kicking up a fuss.
the questions i asked him in the previous post,he wanted my answers as well,AND I DIDNT KNOW.AND DIDNT REPLY HIM.
HAHA!

love you,asshole bf.
:)

1.Where you and I met? cine lor.
2. How long have you known me? since may 2008 i think .
3. The last time we saw each other? yesterday.
4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me? friendly, super friendly..
5. Am I funny? im funnier=DD
6. What's my favorite music? emo music with meanings. taylor swift?
7. Choose 5 words that describe me the most.
8. Have you ever hugged me? abothen.
9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? FUCKEE.
10. Tell me 1 of my weakness? too emotional.
11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years? singapore.
12. What is the most memorable event spent with me, you can never forget? too much, my birthday, newyr countdown, 2008 xmas.
13. What's my favorite number? 2?
14. What's my favorite color? pink.
15. What are the 2 things i must have and can't live without? your dad and your first impression.


questions by me,answers by jon.
damn funny.HAHA!

he said he's guai lan kia.HAHA!
thats why he answered this manner,plus for question 7,he told me to go his house for the answer.
nice try,but try harder next time.
HAHA!

no motivation to study.
despite the exam scehdule being announced.
yawns.

Ever shopped and wanting to buy something at the given price on the price tag,
when the next thing you know,you get 40% off?


This happened twice today.
One 40%,the other,a whooping 60%.
HAHA.
jon was shocked and glad at the same time.
what a funny reaction.
hehe.


at least,today was fruitful.
love finally bought his cny stuff.
:)


ITS FRIDAY.YAY.
I CAN WAKE UP LATE TML.
but hmmmmm,exams coming.
and yet i dont have any motivation to study.
:(


nvm,i shall watch hai pai tian xin later.
and i serious about this,when jon acts like a dumb kid,from certain angle or character or dumbness,he resembles lin da lang.
oh my,i must be mad.
HAHA!

So irritating and lovely at the same time<3

i think life's too awesome ytd.

today,i forgot about me driving and didnt turn up.
guess instructor is mad pissed.

next,the report,fion and i forgot to saved it in the thumbdrive.
and printed up the report DRAFT.
and the final copy is GONE.

FML.

at least,at leastttttttttttttttttttt,jon made the day well.
:)

Investment stocks earning money.Awesome.
Investment ranking 5th.Awesome.
MA2 individual project scored 90.Awesome.
Bought my sandals.Awesome.
CNYdresses arrived.Awesome.
Dresses fit so well.Awesome.

How's my day?Awesome.
:D

Oh my,anything but studying please.
It feels like school just started,and oh yes,exams are coming too.
FML.

saw ni on poster today,laughed alone all the way.
HAHA!

went sgh,vivo,then sgh again.
lot one then jon went back to camp.
okay,back to reality again.

P R O J E C T.

next life,i still want daddy as my daddy.
:)

FINALLY,UCCD DOWN.
presentation today:)

after presentation,rushed home,coma.
and now im having headache.
declaring a rest day today.
while im not heading to school tml cause jon jon is going sgh for checkup.
but damn it,i'll still be going for gems at 8.
ZZ.

not because i love gems so much,but i cant skip anymore!
damn.

oh oh,did i mention i bought a fedora from river island ytd?
happy much.

finally,i'll get sufficient sleep(I INSIST ON FORGETTING ABOUT INVESTMENT).
HAHA!

shall watch haipaitianxin later on.
the previous episode made me cry damn alot.
super touching.

the pro for watching romance drama is that you will do whatever to make your r/s work out.
while the con is that your expectation on your other half will be higher and higher.
HAHA.

okay,so long since i posted any pic.
i am posting one from the lot taken ytd.
ugly much,with eyebags and all.

1. ignore my messy hair and squashed up face,and of course the horrendous eyebags.look at handsome boy (subjected to my personal opinion) and his long hair!haha!but he is gonna shave bald soon anw.HAHA!and silly boy must be damn happy,i've been saying that he is ugly for the past 1 year or so.but i praised him today.hehe.

Justin(nephew) is coming tml:)
momo bought clothes and a walker for him.
how lucky.

wish i was still a baby.
when im tired after running,i'll sleep.
when i wanna shit/urine,i dont have to go to the toilet.
everyone waits on you,cleans your shit,feed you,bathe for you.
all you have to do is to cry and whine.
and the best part is everyone pampers you,no matter how annoying you are.
HAHA!

okay,miss fatty justin abit.
plus he drooled on my carebear last week.
shall hide my carebear tml.
somebody,remind me.
HAHA!

When i was still a teen,i used to change my hp alot.
Keeping up with the latest models,yada yada.
Now that i'm close to 20,
phones,as long as i can call/text/surf the net,
i cant be bothered with the model and all.

dont know why,
recently i wanna get a blackberry though.
okay,not recently.
since months back.
but whats putting me off is its bulky and ugly.

but still contemplating between iphone and blackberry,
cause jon prefers the former.

both of us have itouch-es,another iphone will be like ??.
haha!

Humans are never contented.
When you give an inch,they want a foot.
SICKENING.

and im a human too,btw.

oh my,so darn excited.
i made my virgin purchase online.
HEHE.

okay,noob.
but so happy.
bought 4 dresses.
:)

plus 1 from causeway point just now.
I AM READY FOR CNY.
:D

Wanna cut my hairrrrrrrrr.
Feel like rebonding my hair.
Should i?

But i dont think my hair can take it,
Its so damaged!
Boo.

DARN DARN DARN TIRED.
no joke.

i thank the cf teacher,for the break during lecture.
i dont fall asleep easily.
but i slept during the 15mins break,awesome much?

every minute becomes so precious,so worth fighting for.
every morning becomes a comtemplation to whether to skip class.
every night becomes so dreadful,when i have to stay up late to watch the stocks.
every dismissal becomes a dread,cause of the endless work.
FML.

tonight's better,no stock-watching.
but still have to do project.
neck & shoulders hurting.
luckily i've daddy,will be going for body massage after all the projects.
love daddy.
:)

jon bought me a top from zara.
i wore it once,and it DISAPPEARED.
searched high and low for it for days.
literally dug out all my clothes from the wardrobe.
nowhere in sight.

searched momo's and sis's wardrobe too.
HOW:(((((((((((((((
sigh.

AND IM SO DEPRIVED OF MY SLEEP THESE DAYS.
BOO.

the thoughts of future is scaring me alot.
thought alot last night,plus just now.
WHAT TO DO AFTER POLY?!
omg.

i feel old,i gotta decide on my life.
sucks,but its part and parcel of life.

for now,i think the thought of UCCD is scaring.
haha.

driving just now,tml too.
gosh.

sucks when i master parking with poles,
and i have to master it WITHOUT now.
worst,when i cant see the damn kerb.
ya ya,shorty,short fart.
HAHA!

Jon's in the jungle again.4 days this time.
Come to think of it,i've endured 1 year of ns.
Okay,im not serving the nation,but i think the girlfriends of army bfs are damn poor thing.
Gotta endure not having your man with you,not contacting always,inconsistent book out timings,shortened weekends yada yada.
okay,the bfs are suffering worst,but as long as the girls stay faithful,i think they're contented.
no?

nvm,4 more months to go and love will be out:)
by then,i think i'll hear gfs around me 'WAH LAU,ARMY AH.........'
haha!

everybody's turn will come.
HAHA!

okay,just glad that jon will be out soon:)
and gotta do uccd nowwwwwwwww.
HAIYO.

its so difficult to do online shopping,so stressful.
dont know why,its like the uncertainty,the measurements,yada yada.
okay,i think i should just go out and get cny clothes.
but the problem is i dont see nice ones around.
HOW DUHHHHHHHHHHH.
major boo.

okay,i hope i can do my tutorials later.
stay home weekends.
haha.

manda and fion are having gems.
im alone waiting for them.
my microsoft word is screwed,i cant type shit.
i forgot to get lecture notes from fion to copy.
lent jon my earpiece,im eavesdropping music from the sp open house.
woke up late and i didnt have a proper meal,FAMISHED.


and i officially cant do anything now.
how now?
BOO.

Sometimes you would like to support someone for doing something.
Even against your own will/acceptance?

jo: bebe,like couples always talk about honeymoon period.has ours ended?
jon: no,ours have yet to start.

:)

Went to jon's place for dinner.
Then he sent me home.
:)

So we parted at my void deck,jon didnt come up.
Halfway home,wanted to see jon again so i called him.
By then i was halfway out to look for him.
Saw him just outside the guard house.
While he looked at me from the guard house.
Talked on the phone for like 5mins when we can see each other.
HAHA.

told him that i wanted to see him,but he kept asking me to be good and go home and rest.
wanted to walk him to the bus stop but he refused.
so i went home being disappointed.
thinking like why this is the first time he didnt wanna see me.

reached home,yada yada.
in less then a minute,the door bell rang.
guess who appeared at the door?
:)

so the boy already planned it when we were on the phone.
H A P P I N E S S.
:D

sucha torture.
super tiring first day and still needa do research for uccd.
my eyelids weigh 5kg now.

Daddy keeps nagging for me to learn how to do some housework and learn to cook a little.
Cause im 20 this year.
Please dont nag,i surrender.

& wtf,i still cant believe im turning 20.
W T F.

FINALLY BOOKED MY PRACTICAL TEST.
hehe.

19th march.
and i gotta relearn how to park without the damn poles first.
HAHA.

Major dread the first day of school,and its at 8am.
Worst when the weather is so nice to sleep in.
540am alarm was snoozed till 6am.
An unfamiliar vibration at 6am.

Happy vibrations.
Call from jon,hehe.
The silly boy stayed up the entire night to give me a morning call.
How silly,how sweet.

And i know you'll be reading this later on,
Love you bebe.
Hehe.

shopping with jon today.
had stingray,gong gong,charkueytiao,fried oster omelette for dinner.
major sex.
:D

layzee to upload peektures hee-ear.
ogay,shall stop the dumb spelling thing.
HEHE.

and oh,bought a blazer today.
WOOHOO.
MAJOR LOVE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

please let me play for one last day.
I pra-miss(promise) i would study hard in school tomarow(tomorrow).
Hehe.

I wished for a better 2010,
at least a year with equal happiness.
I think i asked too much,
that i got fucked when its only the 2nd year of 2010.

Hello 2010,please be nice.

Overwhelming feeling of helplessness.

Going to 313 nowwwww.
Mom wants to shop for cny clothes.
And told me to get mine too.
A tad too early,no?

HAPPY NEW YEAR,LOVELIES:DD

You Belong With Me

☣Adey[chibi wolf]☣ MySpace Video

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Its always the right person who doesnt feel while the wrong ones do.
The right person's wrong.
So what do you do?

random,but nice eyebrows make a whole lot of difference on your face.