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Yknow,i always feel i am super fortunate.
daddy says my car will be at the carpark waiting for me tml.

seriously,tell me,what more can i ask for?
i ought to be contented with my life.
thankful for everything,to everyone who chanced upon this blog.

maybe i am close to you,maybe i am not.
but thankful,that you guys play a part in my life.
:)

LASTLY,
i really really really really really need to thank daddy mummy.
yknow,ytd i wanted a car,today my dad paid for it.
& tml,i am getting it.
& the worst thing is,i never ever thank my parents.
thankful words just didnt come out.
i know daddy mummy wont be looking at this,but from the bottom of my heart,


THANK YOU DADDY MUMMY.
I LOVE YOU BOTH.

Thank you,daddy & mummy!
:D

$12.80 for a little more love,was worth it to the max.
Even though the brownie was a little sweet,the air condition was a little cold.
But i had the right place,right atmosphere,right time,right talk with the right guy.
Awesome much?

Pardon me for using what you sent me,
Loving you,my friend,my bf,my everything.
:)

Its raining again,love this weather when im home.
Its a friday but poor bf cant book out.
BOO.

Thunders make me insecure,dont know why.
Scary to the max.

Stranded at the bus stop ytd.
Called daddy to pick me up,without qualms,he came.
What to do without daddy?

But yknow,i really should start depending on myself.
For the past 20 years,i depended on daddy.
For the past 2 years,i depended on jon.
Time for me to grow up and depend on myself.

Let me start on simple task first,buy food for myself without complaining.
NOW.

I know i haven update my blog properly for quite some time.
But school's so tiring,oh my.

Especially when i had 5hours of banking law today,everyone was practically dying in lecture.
Slow and painful death.
haha!

Glad at least NVP,we had ideas.
andddddddd i didnt even open my bag since i came home.
tml then,shall rest today.

happiness is when you can go to school at 1pm tml,and end school at 2pm.
dont know if i should go shopping,i wanna get clothes.
but i wanna save more than i want those pretty clothes.
hehe.

School resumes tml.
I swear,i will get my craving fixed tml.
FISH MEAT BEE HOON WITH EGG.
:)

justin baby came over,and he's a cry baby now.
stayed home the entire day.
& i sewed happiness together.
:)

Up,and i'll pack later for school!:)
new bag,new pencil case,new start!
:))

although my pencil case aint pink but red,i still love it.
thanks bb.
:)

hungry much.
last night while chatting with jon,we both were famished ttm.
& we kept talking about food food food.
i think 75% of the 2hrs,were food talking.HAHA!
and i wanna eat kuey chap please.

How can i forget,to complain about my timetable?
Breaks aplenty.
8am lessons aplenty.

but nvm,
since last sem's timetable was goodddddddddd.
its only fair to let others have good timetable this sem.
:)

shapping today:)
tired much.
but oh happy girl today.
hehe.

bought 2 pair of shoes,1 bag,1 shorts,2 tops.
i need more clothes please.

& I WILL DYE MY HAIR AGAIN NEXT WEEK.
& should i go for waxing?

dont know is it the lack of sleep or lack of food,i woke up vomitting.worse,when nothing comes out,but i feel my lungs coming out.HAHA!

3days of holidays left.
boring and even a shitty one.
kinda had zero contribution my live for almost 6 weeks,or maybe negative contributions.
but then again,i rather spend time thinking how i can enjoy for the next 3 days.
hoho.

sidetrack alittle,flowriding anyone?
& oh,i wanna learn how to play the piano,who can teach or wanna learn with me?

okay,back to topic.
in life,as we grow older,we learn to love our parents,our other half,our friends,yada yada.
the only thing that we have forgotten is,to love ourselves.
in order to love other,you got to love yourself first.

eg.if you are alittle plump,but eating gives you joy,EAT.
eg.if you enjoy shopping,and you can afford it,SHOP.
those who comment that you're fat/spendthrift yada yada,ya know what,you know you're happy being yourself,ignore them.
Maybe not that bad that you ignore,but just listen and dont take heart.
:)

okay,rushing off!buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D
i'll love myself more today.
:D

I needa accompany mum to the hospital tml,but i aint asleep yet.
& I need to shop tml,badly.

I wanna try flowriding at wavehouse.
& go to universal studios too!

but im more interested in the former though.
cause i feel wet activities are more fun.
:)

School's starting soon.
Hope this last weekend will be a good one.

I dyed my hair ytd,but seems like there's no diff.
the black portion is still black.
Shall dye it again soon.

Anyway,im finally 46kg.hoho.
I used to be 46kg,then when i was in netball,i became 52kg.haha!
okay,aiming for 44kg now.

Private blog over at,
joanna-tansl.tumblr.com

this will still be my main blog,no worries.
:)

Ya know what?
I just found out that you can upload the entire album of pictures at one go,on fb.
HAHA!

for the past year/months,i've been uploading picture by picture.
no wonder it beats me when i see people uploading hundreds at a go.
now i know how.
HAHA!

The slightest thing counts.

PEE TEE,GOOD LUCK.
hope smu calls you soon.
:)

Days back,i rmb going to arnold's with ni.
Days back,i rmb prawning with jon,ren & gf.
Days back,i rmb going to town.
Days back,i rmb i played pool.
Days back,i rmb eating popeyes.
yada yada.

& know what?i forgot all little little events.
EVENTS THAT BROUGHT ME JOY.
i think im getting older,brains not working when i dont see pictures in my phone.
haha.

Flower print is gonna be big again.
Now,i have second thoughts about selling my clothes.
Mummy,dont kill me.

So long since i had problems with pimples.
Now i have 1 freaking huge and painful pimple sitting on my cheek.
Red and swollen cause i thought it could be less pop-up when i squeeze it.
DAMN,HOW TO GO OUT LATER.
FML.

Girls these days,bolder than i thought.

Just finished watching autumn's concerto.
Feelings aplenty.

Love life,there're bound to be ups and downs.
Give a little trust,have a little hope,
maybe things aint as bad as it seems.

Problems,inevitable.
As long as both parties are willing to work things out,
as long as the love doesnt dies.
Nothing is impossible.
Tough times,but they are the ones that make the r/s stronger,better.

:)

Think in somebody's shoes.
But that pair of shoes will never fit me,perfectly.

Accept what's done is done.
Always look forward.

Meaningful,but tough.

Finally,its good friday.
Went to the cemetary in the morning and got burnt.
So long since i last went for tanning.

Anyhow,i realised i am used the working hours in daddy's office.
Now that its a holiday,neither did i feel like going out,nor did i feel like staying home.
But i stayed home the entire day.

A super boring day,and a wasted good friday.
How good can this good friday be?

Many times in life,we focus solely on a particular aspect.So focused on that particular aspect,that we tend to neglect other aspects in life,which also give us equal happiness.Being focus is both positive and negative.Positive when you know you want the best out of that particular aspect,for example,to excel in your studies which contributes much joy in life.Hardly people would enjoy studying,but we have to.We do not enjoy the process but we taste the sweetness of success if we put enough effort.So as to say all processes towards success are bitter,but reaping the success is definitely,sweet.

On the other hand,we might be too engrossed in one aspect,that we deliberately/unknowingly neglect other aspects in life.For example,many of us,in a relationship,tend to neglect friends.Not that friends are not important,but you tend to pay attention only on your other half.Not good but neither is it bad.It happens,to everybody.Think of the times when you were caught between your friends and the other half,who would you choose?Tough isnt it.Either way,1 will be sacrificed.This is when understanding from friends/the other half comes in.But because everyone is selfish by nature,no one would be happy if you have to sacrifice them,isnt it?

All these arise from the lack of self happiness coming from other aspects in your life.Love is something,but definitely not everything.Studies might be important,but its not everything.Friends are there,but not not every time.Fun is essential,but not always practical.If only we could find true happiness other than what we are already focusing on,life would be happier for all.You need not rely solely on something/someone who gives you your sole happiness.Sad life follows if that something/someone is extracted out of your life.

Personal Happiness.
Its as important as yourself.
Only yourself can make you truly happy.

Random post again.Rare wordy post.
I STRESS THAT IM OKAY,JUST HAD SUDDEN THOUGHTS ABOUT LIFE.
no worries.
:D