XOXO with love

Graduation

2011-05-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

Graduation ceremony in 2 days time. A mixture of feelings, excited yet a tinge of sadness.

Those who stay,stayed.
Those who leave,left.

At the end of the day,
It's still daddy,mummy,bebe and nini who stayed.
:)

Priorities VS Minorities

2011-05-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

Months of browsing blogs after blogs, I realized that I forgot about my dying blog.
It's human nature to be forgetful or less mindful to what they already have, but to envy what others have.

Priorities VS Minorities.

Priorities today might just become minorities tomorrow.
Let's say for the past month, my priority was to earn as much money as I could.
I wanted to save up badly,for the ultimate aim of a dream cosy nice house.
Months later,which is now, I realized, for that sum of money, I lose out on many aspects in life.
I have less time for my friends, my family, myself.
This wasn't what I wanted.
Priority today would be time, no longer money.

Just the same as people who yearn for fun now, might just change their minds when they realize fun isn't exactly the most important aspect in their life.

Allow one to grow and learn.
Only through mistakes, we learn.

Fun VS Work

2011-02-28T18:19:00.002+08:00

Having fun is definitely essential to give yourself a break.But having fun all the time might be just idling off precious opportunities for a better future.

In my 20s,i have the most opportunities and least hold backs.This is the time i can work hardest for the future.No time to lose,i would rather work hard first then play hard later.

Being busy at work is actually good,that shows you are needed.i. rather be needed than to be redundant.

I haven been taking a break for long.Cant wait for genting trip this thursday.It will be good with the love:)

Reflections

2011-02-27T20:54:00.004+08:00

5 months after my last post. Great to be here again. Feeling happier with everything that i have and very contented with my life currently.

In 2010,i achieved better results for my studies,i owned my first car,i started working. Although it may not be alot that i have achieved, but i definitely am proud of myself.

In 2011,i will study hard and earn more money. I hope i wouldnt have to depend on my parents financially soon. They are getting old and i want to stand on my own feet.

These 21 years of my life, i am blessed with doting parents, good bf, and materially satisfied. Very thankful to everyone who helped me in any way.

Going to start a new path soon. New uni, new friends. I hope the road ahead will be a smooth sailing one. But however rough the patch may be, i know i will have important people standing by me.

Very very very ready for the future.
:)

2010-09-25T09:40:00.001+08:00

Argh.i cant see the pictures.okay,i'll blog whwn i come back from malaysia tml.weekend trip with the big fat lubbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.hehe.

samsung galaxy s

2010-09-25T09:34:00.000+08:00

Im tryna use jon's hp to.blog now.see if i could post pictures up with his hp.hoho.and fatty bf is sleeping beside now.and i feel like kicking him.haha!

Phones

2010-09-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

Is there no good looking flip phones available in the market?
I dont care about the functions,i just need it to be nice.
Gosh,so difficult to even wanna get a hp.
None caught my eyes.
Boo.

Blackberry 9700 white

2010-09-22T09:14:00.001+08:00

My friend's selling New Blackberry 9700 White,without line at $650.Bought from local telco.Any takers?

Mid-Autumn Festival

2010-09-22T09:08:00.001+08:00

Its lesser than i thought,but lesser the better:)

Anw,Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all!:)
Have a great reunion with your family and loved ones:)
Xoxo.

TV

2010-09-21T22:58:00.001+08:00

Its the 5th hour ive been watching television.I am so sleepy but i refused to sleep.hehe.

TV

2010-09-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Its the 5th hour ive been watching television.I am so sleepy but i refused to sleep.hehe.

Positivity

2010-09-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

Chanced upon my cousin's fb profile,astounded by his positivity.Although everything was in chinese,i read on and on,it only makes me happy:)

Like how contented he is,how he see his wife and son sleeping so soundly at night makes him wanna fight hard to earn more money for them,like how he feels that his wife loves him.Good to see all these when i hardly see him:)

Sidetrack a little,i admit being a very rash person,whatever i wanna do,i do it spontaneously.If i wanna get something,usually my thoughts process will be 'nice,buy'.If i wanna meet someone,i really will drive out at that instant.

But as i grow older(i dare not say mature,cause im not),my thoughts process became longer,i think it is beneficial for me but im no longer that decisive.Like today i wanted to do something,really badly.But i think so much,i didnt do it anyway.I went to the shop and i walked away.And i didnt get the something that i wanted to buy.

Anyway,sorry to those whom i was supposed to meet,but i didnt turn up.And gosh,2 chalets on the same date.Hmmmmmmmmm,but i agreed to go for the first alr,how now brown cow.

Gonna shake legs with gossipy shows at night later on:)
And oh,maybe to blog proper using my laptop.
I am so lazy to transfer picturesssssssssss.
Hehe.

Mid Autumn Festival

2010-09-21T15:53:00.003+08:00

Last year,i wanted to badly to play with candles and fire crackers during Mid-Autumn Festival,but for some reasons,i didnt.

This year,i dont know what i wanna do on Mid-Autumn Festival.
Hmmmmmmmm.

King of Anything - Sara Bareilles (with lyrics)

2010-09-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn to decide.

Office alone

2010-09-21T11:26:00.002+08:00

Now,brothers left for the shipyard.Daddy's in the next room,and i am alone in the room now.Ending work at 5pm but brothers aint coming back for today,i guess.My job is done and i have nothing to do,but imma stay until 5pm.Happy that im taking job seriously,not like before.Good to cultivate good working attitude:)

Had abalone noodles for lunch,awesome but a tad too oily though.Anyway,had been having runs ytd plus today.Everytime i visit the toilet,i'll be like 'oh nooooooooo,please spare me from food poisoning'.I never want to go through the torture again.HAHA.okay,alil paranoid but ever since i had food poisoning,i clean my utensils before i eat plus i either wipe or wash my hands before meals:)

Random thought again,5 years ago,i never thought that i will studying in a polytechnic,neither will i expect myself to actually want to look for a part time.Like as time passes,my mindset differs.Maybe at different points of my life,i expect different kind of things.Maybe 5 years back,getting good olevel results was my priority,or at least,i was guided to think that way.For now,studies are still as important,but i am looking forward to earning money.I see people my age,earning big bucks,doing business yada yada.I am 20 and still nowhere.Hmmm,time to do something.Why can people earn all the money and i am still getting allowance from my parents.Anyway,they are getting old,i cannot forever depend on them.Time for me to fly,hit some nails,and work harder.Work harder,Joanna.Maybe i can take this few hours,planning what i want to do in life.Sounds like a good idea,then to idle my time off.

Anyway,think guys can afford to be poor,but cannot afford to be lazy.Personal opinion though.Been thinking alot these days,especially for work/money related issues.Feels like i am growing up,but then again,i am still somewhat still young in mind.HAHA.

Anyway,to conclude,i want to work hard!!!!
:D

Samsung Galaxy Tab

2010-09-21T10:45:00.003+08:00

I want a Samsung Galaxy Tab.
Looks awesome,and i am slightly bias against apple.
Too overated.

I want to change a hp soon,but then again,none of the phones caught my eye.
Boo.

Working in the office now,sprained neck not cured.
I'll blog proper tonight,provided i have time.
Xoxo.

Miranda Cosgrove Kissin U official music video

2010-09-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
:)

Period

2010-09-20T13:44:00.002+08:00

Moodswing big time,working in daddy's office now.In the morning,my car keys made my mood so bad.My face was darn black today,when i looked in the mirror,i got a shocked.Like angry girl= ugly girl.

Brother was like 'It must be the time of the month'.Unfortunately,its true.haha.

I sprained my neck days back and its still painful.boo.

Nvm to all the unhappy stuff.
I shall enjoy my time with ni later,and how can i enjoy without food?
Carls junior later!:D

Car key

2010-09-20T09:17:00.001+08:00

I placed my car keys in my shorts,and i washed it without taking it out.Its not workable anymore.F.

Web Cam

2010-09-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

1. This is when i refused to let jon go and bathe.He made his hair this way.HAHA!

2. This is when i tell him i am gonna post his funny hair pic on my blog.HAHA!

Hello boy,image no more.

HEHE.

Lazy Bug

2010-09-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Since the holidays are here again,my lazy bug is spreading all over my body again.
I AM SO LAZY TO BLOG.

hmmmmmmmmmmm,tml's nephew's bday!:D
There will be a buffet downstairs tml.
Awesome when there are good food:)
Jon wont be joining though since he will attend his friend's army thingy.
lol.

Anywayyyyyyyy,i'll update about ytd,today and sat on sunday.
Provided i dont go out on sunday,and i am not lazy.
HEHE.

Bedtime

2010-09-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

I was tired.Was.
Now that i am on bed,i am so awake.
I cant sleep,neither do i want to continue doing papers.

Everytime i cant sleep or when im awake,i'll think of what food to it.Strangely,i have different cravings everyday.If only i used my brains to solve math questions and not think about food.haha!

This post is gonna be unstructured.

Jon saved a pink mooncake for me at his place!:).But then again,i dont really fancy mooncake,just abit makes me sick already.too sweet?

Abrupt end.HAHA!

Move on

2010-09-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

Its always easier for the one at fault to say move on.

Just like how i rmbed me hiding my test papers when i was young,and when my parents found out,i told them to move on.I wish they could move on,so i'll be less guilty.

Just like in adulthood,we make mistakes and often ask people to move on.Its easy for us to move on because we dont want to feel the guilt.Best is they moved on and forgive.But how many actually moved on?

Random,as usual.
But i was wondering how people expect one to totally forget whatever wrongdoings they had done and expect nobody mention a single thing and harp that you should move on..Yes,you dont want us to mention anything only because you want to feel better.Spot on.

Xoxo.

Stressed up

2010-09-15T21:11:00.001+08:00

I am too stressed up with math,time to watch television and shake some legs.awesome.

Tired

2010-09-14T22:27:00.001+08:00

Went to school with bei.Had mac for lunch and mugged at sp library.Brain dead.Wanted to mug when i get home,but my brain is so tired.Watching tv now:)

Hypocrite

2010-09-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

Your hypocrisy disgusts me.

12th Sep

2010-09-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

Parents and bro didnt woke jon and i up for breakfast.They went for dim sum breakfast and didnt buy food for us.Cause they assumed that we will be waking up only in time for lunch.HAHA!So when we woke up,we cooked maggi.HAHA!

Slacked at home,played cards with Jon:).Bak kut teh for lunch.SEXXXXXXXXXXXXX.but no pictures though.And i ordered a drink,its 'honey lemon with jelly'.Sounds corny but its like awesome ttm:)

Back home,packed up and off to Singapore!:).Jon came home with me then took cab home again.Finally:).Thank you,love.Like spending every weekends with me,sacrificing family time and friends time.Thankful to have you:)

So while jon went home,i felt darn tired,and i slept.
& boy just texted saying he is suffering for carlag,so cute:).hehe.

No dinner today,since i ate damn alot the previous daysssssss.hohoho.

I 'll study tml,i need a break today.
Xoxo.

11th Sep

2010-09-12T19:42:00.004+08:00

Malaysia trip on sat!:)

3rd bro made a surprise visit home not knowing that we are leaving for msia,so daddy asked him if he wanna follow along,he agreed immediately.Love this kinda people,darn steady.HAHA!Anyway,so he cabbed home (he stays with his gf),to get his passport,then cabbed back again.Off we go!:)

Jon and bro was helping mum to fix the lights in msia,so funny.While i was slacking in the room with mum.So when they are done,daddy fetched us to have lunch at a restaurant.I dont know the name,but food is above average:)

Sent us home and jon,bro and i took cab to City Square!Wasnt really aiming for shopping,just wanted to relax.So i didnt really shop.Wanted to have thai massage but they didnt have slots until late,so jon say he will bring me there next time instead.I really wanna go!thennnnn while shopping,i had my mango with chilli in dark sauce.Awesome much,and had my baked cheesy chicken again at their hong kong cafe.Its like awesome ttm and everytime i go,no matter with who,its a MUST to eat.I dont know why,its just awesome:)

Bought darn alot of dvds,its 5rm each.Cheap ttm.Bought a floral shorts for myself,love it:).masksssssssssss from etude house and Boy bought a berms for himself,but when he got home,it was too tight,FHL.LOL!Bro bought the most stuff.

Shopped & talked & ate.Back home and daddy sent us for dinner.Its at some ugly tze char place but the food is like HEAVENLY.I am serious,the mutton is arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,ask jon.I dont wanna salivate now,its torture.YUM.

Back home again,movie marathonnnnnnnnnnn!:).Watched ip man (the one he was young), with daddy and jon.then next another chinese movie with jon.Cooped in the room,with air con,and titbits.Shiok ttm:).Mummy knocked the door halfway through and told us to eat chicken wings downstairs.HAHA!HOW TO NOT BE FAT?so ate and back to watch movie.I fell asleep halfway through:).How blissful,to sleep in the air con room,with jon at the side.hehe.Jon slept only after the movie:)

1. In the cab with bro:)

2. He snatched my hp and took himself.LOL.

3. Awesome boy:)

4. My cheesy baked chicken!!:).but again,i ate before taking a pic.HEHE.

5. Jon's french toast,which he said its much nicer and cheaper than hk cafe in singapore.And the 'curry yu dan'!Its quite famous in honkong,like fish balls in curry sauce.Quite nice,better with rice because the curry sauce was ALOT.

6. Happy boy:)

7. Bro acting cool.LOL.

Next post!:)

10th Sep

2010-09-12T19:11:00.005+08:00

On friday,since jon's not working,its awesome!:).Went vivo in the late afternoon for MARCHE LOVE!:))

I love their food,or maybe its the way we have to buy the food.I get excited,just dont like waiting too long for the preparation of the food.

Anwwwwwwwww,awesome food,awesome place,awesome boy:)

Shopped around at vivo and harbourfront then off to pump petrol at gombak before heading home.Wanted to watch movie real badly,but timing wasnt good,so we went home,wanting to watch a movie darn badly,the movie just wouldnt stream.So we slept.HAHA!

Okay,pictures:)

1. Outside Marche,before heading in:)

2. Rosti with Garlic sausage,awesomeeeeeeeeeee:)

3. Cream of mushroom,always good.But i dont know why is it always cold.LOL.

4. Chicken and mushroom crepe.Delicious much.Ni,like 20 times better than shilin,go and try!:)

5. Before meal.

6. Look at the amount of food,and closest which is jon's pig trotters.Its expensive but damn hard and its bad.Dont buy it.

7. I wanted to take with the flowers on the wall.HEHE.

8. I AM RESERVED.for jon jon.hehe.like alil mushy,HAHA!

9. His face when i keep asking him to smile showing his teeth.HAHA!

10. With teeth but his braces aint clear.

11. Shopping around vivo.This was at hmmmm adidas?Look at jon's legs.HAHA!i always wonder if guys would hurt their balls if they cross their legs.HAHA!

12. Better:)

13. The bag at zara which blocked everyone's way.HAHA!So fat.

14. Back home!:)

15. Tired faces.

Oh,happy days.

9th Sep

2010-09-12T18:49:00.003+08:00

So on thursday,i had Banking Law paper which was a killer to the brain and to the wrist.But nonetheless,its the unofficial holidays after that.

Wanted to go Daiso after the paper to get my instant noodle,which is salty but sex.I shall introduce the maggi another day.Bei and fion wanted to go Daiso to submit their application form as well,so i fetched them to jurong,picked junkiat,mildred,bei's bf and crystal up.Off to IMM.

Overload ttm.But haha,sucha funny experience,especially at one point,there's a police car in front.HAHA!

Anyway,headed to amk after that to pick boy up after work.

Initially he planned to surprise me,cause he told me that he is not meeting me but in fact he planned to eat dinner with me.Having PMS during exam period as usual,i was complaining that he didnt care for me.HAHA!Then he ended up telling me about the surprise.I spoilt my own surprise,how dumb.Worst,that after knowing about the surprise,i went to pick him.HAHA!

Okay,anyway,picked him up and went to his place.His momo maid a bean bag pillow for me:).Packed his stuff and lefttttttttttt to my house.

Back home,unload his barang barangs,get ntuc vouchers from daddy and we went shopping at Jurong Point's NTUC.Like big only and i like sua gu and happy only.LOL.so we bought neccessities plus food to cook for dinner.Spent around $154?But we only paid like $4 cash.Awesome?:)

Homeeeeeeeeeeeee,cooked dinner,watched tv,jon stayed and slept.

A hectic yet simple day.

1. Big neh neh boy packing stuff in his room:)

2. Dinner that night:).We ate half of the food then i realised that i needa take photo of it to blog.HAHA!We had maggi from daiso,fried crabstick,ngong hiang and dumplings (there is a term for this dumpling thing and i suddenly cant rmb!!)

Next post!:)

Missing

2010-09-12T18:44:00.002+08:00

Aloha!Think i kinda had a mini disappearance as usual.But guess who's back?
:)

Anyhow,i am gonna update from thursday till today.
WITH PICTURES.
and im gonna upload pictures onto FB,because the fatass bf is lazy and always upload those i look bad in.HAHA!

Oh ya,prolly you all will just get to see bad looking pictures of me only on the blog,since on FB i only post those nicer ones.HAHA!at least,being my reader has a benefit.LOL.

And i haven started studying for my paper on thurday and will only start tml.I am tired.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy,new post for each day.
Stay tuned.
Xoxo.

Life

2010-09-08T22:25:00.001+08:00

Love life.Love yourself.

Law

2010-09-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

My brain feels so so so so tired.

Banging law?
Banking wall?

I need to be sane.

Joy

2010-09-07T14:51:00.000+08:00

Joy is when daddy calls home to tell me there's bird nest in the fridge for me!:)

But i wonder why my parents always call me through the house phone and ask 'Girl ah,where are you?'
Get it?Haha!

Tummy

2010-09-07T14:39:00.002+08:00

1 paper down!:).cant wait for after thursday.hehe.

Had laksa with fion and bei after paper,but the laksa like getting less yummy each time.dont know why.hmmmmmm.

Golden shit again,daddy says there's something wrong with my body.oh noooooooo.and i have darn alot of air in my tummy,EVERYDAY.
'How now brown cow chris brown'.haha!i quote jon.

Okay,i need to focus.

Golden Shit

2010-09-06T19:11:00.003+08:00

I swear my shit was golden just now.
HAHA!

jo: DADDY,MY SHIT IS GOLDEN LEH!!!!!
daddy: Go pawn shop pawn,see worth how much.

HAHAHAHAHA!
Ass.

That sad?

2010-09-06T15:56:00.003+08:00

Its always surprise me whenever i go to people's FB pages,i merely browse through the entire page,its like every status,there's a :(.

I have no issues with people being upset,IF YOU ARE REALLY UPSET.
I understand everyone has their downs.
But,are you THATTTTTTTTTTTTT sad?
That hmmmmmm,maybe the ants bit you,your shit stinks less than usual,and idk what.
Like the whole page is full of sad faces,quite turn off.
I quickly close the page,before i get sad seeing so many sad faces.
HAHA.

Uber cranky,like nothing i see online is pleasing me.
LOL,I SHOULD GO BACK TO MY NOTES.

& oh,nudity sells.
ESPECIALLY ON DPs.
The more you look like you are nude,the more people will click it.
AH-HAR!You got your desired attention.
But after viewing all the 'WAH,OOOHHHH' pictures,i hate to conclude but i feel bad for you as a girl.
Treasure yourself.
XOXO.

Post not refering to anyone,just random browsing on FB and yet i feel so much.
Gosh,i must put sad faces now also.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Trip

2010-09-06T15:51:00.002+08:00

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i cant wait to go jb with boy this weekend.
AWAY FROM THOSE NOTES!

Men VS Women

2010-09-06T15:47:00.003+08:00

Men who go after looks and figures are just like women who go after cash and cars.

If you are one of the above mentioned,dont complain 'why is she so materialistic?!',because you are just as superficial.

OR

'Why do you always stare at beautiful girls?!', because you are at the same time drooling on his cash.

Xoxo.

2010-09-06T01:50:00.001+08:00

Just bathed,feeling clean and awesome.
BED TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
:D

2010-09-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sick of doing past year papers,like omfg,almost 60% aint in the notes?!
I AM GOING TO ONLINE SHOP NOW.

JOANNAs

2010-09-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel special.
Just who can have bf's sister the same name as yourself?
Joanna Joanna.
How special.
Haha!

Random cause i suddenly thought of jon introducing me to his cousin and he replied 'your sister also joanna?'.
Haha!

Reyna's 4th

2010-09-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning by jon.Grrrrr.Like in 2 years,its the first time he woke up earlier than me.haha!but i was having a deep and nice sleep!but anyhow,slacked on bed till 10 plus,went opposite my house for brunch,i ate porridge.nice food though,cheap too.hehe.

Thennnnnnnnn,head home,contemplated darn long whether i should go out today,which eventually i did.haha!vivo to change my sim card and gosh,im not being unreasonable,but yknow,i dont mind waiting,and i know frontline staff are always the ones being shouted at,so i tried to understand.I TRIED.but when i stood there for 15mins,nobody came to serve me.NOBODY.and there was a bloody long queue behind me.okay,nvm.over with that.

Toy r us to get toy for reyna(jon's 4 year old niece),and BEST to get jon's laptop,now he finally bought his laptop,he must be a happy boy:).Back to jon's house to place his stuff and get changed.thennnnnn off to reyna's place.so unique to have 4 units on the same floor belonging to the same family clan.haha!

Busy avoiding the dog at their place,gosh.Had buffet for dinner,but too bad,i cant eat the rendang beef,looks awesome though,but then again,beef doesnt tempt me.hehe.The usuals,cut cake,blow candles,then homeeeeeee:)

But boy's at another friend's birthday now,hope he enjoys himself!:)

Now,I NEED TO STUDY!!!

ABRUPT END.

Love yourself

2010-09-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

You have to learn to love yourself before others can love you.

Viral infection

2010-09-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

Seen the doctor and he used the jargon like 'you got a viral infection'.obviously i was like 'huh.is it very serious?!'.then doctor was like 'hmmm.its food poisoning'.haha!

laid in bed the entire day,torturous much.boo.jon is staying over but think i'll give his niece's bday party since i aint feeling well.boo.

it must be the mos burger causing the hurt,major boo.

Food poisoning?

2010-09-03T12:01:00.002+08:00

First,jon was feeling uncomfortable with his tummy at night,next,i vomited the entire night.why must food poisoning always happen to us?Gosh,tortourous.

Sucks when you try to eat medicine,the next min,you vomit melted medicine,bitter ttm.yucks.

Didnt manage to sleep until 7am?tortourous,now,im still feeling so weak.Major sadness.

BTT

2010-09-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

Awesome boy passed btt in the first attempt:).and is staying over tonight.whee!:)

and i went to starhub and the peraon said my simcard was faulty and i have to go to raffles or vivo to change it!?fml.shall do it on sat then.major boo.till then,no phone for me.sulks.

anw,had mos burger for dinner:).so full till now but im greedy now.hehe.and skinny ass is watchin tv now,i'll go and hog the tv at 11.hohoho.

2010-09-02T09:47:00.002+08:00

I still cant get through Starhub,oh gosh.
Why call yourself a customer care hotline,when you dont even care.
Angry.

Later i shall head over to starhub before picking love from work.
Plusssssssssss,someone is taking btt today!
GOOD LUCK FAT ASS!:D

2010-09-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

Random,but thank god bf loves shopping as much as i do.Wonder what will we do if we didnt have a common interest-shopping.haha.

And thennnnnnnnn,im so hungry nowwwwwww.But i shant give in to the garlic bread plus drumlets from pizza hut on the table.But then again,im fungry.Boo.

2010-09-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

Thank god,im still able to come online using my mobile phone.I am darn bored,and i can contact no one.On a hind sight,nobody can contact me!haha!Dont know whether it is good or bad.But i feel so weird,like completely shut off from everyone.boo.

Look how technology has cause me so much dependance on a non-living entity.I feel ashamed of myself.

Baby on Board

2010-09-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

Saw this sign in 7-11,
jon: You should buy this,then put in your car.
jo: huhhhhhh,i also no baby.
jon: You're the baby.

Awwwwwwwwwww:).The boy is having food poison,get well soon:).Till then,i shall eat all your food.HOHOHO.

2010-09-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh,starhub is still not picking up my call!!!!
Annoyed much.

Naked

2010-09-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

I feel so naked without my mobile phone.
Its like 2 mins ago,im on the phone with bei bei,then jon texted,then OFFLINE MODE.

Please contact me via fb/blog/msn.boo.

& starhub is taking forever to pick up my calls.
So much for 'Thank you for waiting,your call is important to us'.

Ya right.

Love

2010-08-31T23:08:00.004+08:00

Cuz you're amazing,just the way you are.
To the Favourite Boy,Happy A Year and Ten Months!:D
Loving you,forever and always.

Nightmare

2010-08-31T11:00:00.001+08:00

Had a nightmare again!gosh:(.body clock is screwed,so so screwed,im still tired,i needa sleep some more,yawns.

Nightmare

2010-08-31T11:00:00.000+08:00

Had a nightmare again!gosh:(.body clock is screwed,so so screwed,im still tired,i needa sleep some more,yawns.

2010-08-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

jon: I just realised people around my house who are searching for wireless connection will be searching for shit,cause my connection name is shitty.hahahahahaha!

Haha!wtf.joke of the night.LOL.and if you happen to search a connection named shitty,its prolly jon's.haha!

Good night people!:D

Trio

2010-08-30T16:10:00.001+08:00

And i must publicly declare love for irritants,ni and pee.hehe.Always make me smile like an idiot after leaving fb.Life's better with you 2.Xoxo.

Of course,i love other friends as well k!Hehe.

Financial planning

2010-08-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

Back from financial planning paper,gosh,i left the classroom as a confused kid,but i guess many feels the same way.

Dont understand why there isnt practice papers,but nvm,its okay.Whats done's done.

Shall go and sleep and wake up later to study:).The weather is like awesome only.God's too nice to me,giving me good weather to sleep in:).Hope daddy comes home with warm food later:)

Company

2010-08-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

I know i went missing again but these days,i rarely use my com.I am so lazy to even switch it on,so i shall blog with my hp again.

Actually,nothing much is going on in my life currently.Just that jon stayed with me for the past 3 days,awesome feeling to have him around:).happy days.

Let me think further back,for the past weekkkkkk.I met ni twice to study,plus have sarawak's laksa,awesome to have her company too:).A fruit for thought,since i know you will be reading this,sometimes in life,you need to hold on to someone real badly,but hold on to that person,only when she's worth it.Always here:)

So friday,picked jon then had popeye's for dinner (btw,i called him 5 secs ago just to ask what we ate on friday,cause i seriously cant rmb.my memory sucks balls.hate it.).okayyyyyy,then back to my place,cleaned the place,watched tv and slept:)

Teochew porridge on sat for brunch,awesome food,its at bukit timah btw:).Off to courts,to scout for laptops and then home to study while jon,who is supposed to study his btt,ended up watching television the entire day/night.nuggetzzz.went to mike's house to get stuff from him,because jon cant wait to see his new shoes,from asos.i think guys get excited when they get new stuff?like really really excited.LOL.okay,then ate dinner at hongkong cafe at heartland mall,with mike and xuan hong,and of course,the both of us.long talk:).went home after thattttt.

Strangely that night,after looking at fb (ni,its about you,ask me about it.hehe),i felt so uncomfortable,like really really sad,like there's something in my heart.Almost the first time i felt upset over something that doesnt concern me,darn strange.Like nothing happened to me,and im just upset for a friend,but strangely,the feeling was quite strong.So anw,like i was quiet the entire night so jon was like asking whats bothering me,AND I CRIED.LOL!cause i dont know whats bothering me,but i just felt troubled.LOL.okay,weird.but then i just feel,lucky to have him and i should cherish him more,since i see people getting evil or maybe ass gfs/bfs,like all the more i should cherish him.okay,then i feel a little stupid crying.haha!after that,we slept.LOL.

Jin zhen tou delivery for sun's breakfast,and the delivery took like an hour plus,as usual.We were starving so much,by the time the food came,we didnt have the appetitie already.haha.Stayed home while jon went to the gym and then we went harbourfront to collect my mom's jeans and walked about at vivo.Went back to hougang,jon went to get shilin's meesua,crepe and chicken for me.Then finally back to his place for dinner:)

Now,im back home and jon's back at his home,feels a little not used to it,its like that every sunday.haha.Anyway,random,but i miss big head pee.And back to topic,no pictures this week,too lazy to take pictures,but happy moments are etched in the heart:)

Finally,fp test tml,good luck everyone:).i'm turning in after this post.xoxo.

Hair

2010-08-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

Should i dye my hair or should i not?

2010-08-24T15:45:00.001+08:00

No events today except dad woke me up in the morning to go to the custom,and repaired my headlights for my car and pumped my petrol and then home!

Oh,i must declare,i dont like economic rice!But then again,i love their steam egg and fried chicken at times.haha.

Clubhouse

2010-08-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Did project in school today and met ni at batok,back home to study at the clubhouse.At least i managed to study a little:)

Dinner at the sarawak laksa place but it was closed!boo.

After dinner,sent her to gombak mrt and back home.Watching television now while shaking legs,awesome.Love the weather,love life:)

Not-so-rich

2010-08-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Please dont flaunt your wealth,with other people's money.
An utter disgrace.

Hello Kitty

2010-08-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

I want a hello kitty phone but bf keeps saying nooooooooooooooo.boo.i know im 20 but still,its so cute.GOSH.

Weekend

2010-08-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

Weekend pictures are with jon,will update when i get the pictures!:).School for project tml,major dread.& i'll study tml.damn,zero motivation.oo.

Night

2010-08-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

So bf accompanied me to watch my variety shows last while,with chips and fruits.Made ice milo for me,major love:)

He stayed over again,tugged me into bed.Sounds awesome?

But i woke up cause i got myself tangled in my own blanket.FML.

SimLimSquare later!:).Wonder if there's nice food there.hmmmmm.

2010-08-20T12:38:00.001+08:00

After pizza hut,and still rotting in the office.boo.

Oh,gonna pick jon up later from school:)

2010-08-20T12:07:00.001+08:00

I am dying to go back to hongkong and taiwan!

And im rotting in the office now,yawns.

Changes

2010-08-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

Changing is redundant,nobody sees it anyway.
Anyway,its the first impression that counts.

jb trip

2010-08-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

Awesome shopping trip with nini at jb:).4 levels,and we used up our money when we shopped for 2 levels only.haha!

Love this kinda girly shopping trip:).catching up,gossiping.awesome:D

I just realised we didnt take pictures,oops.More to come!:)

The day

2010-08-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

So for my day,i went to daddy's office to help out.Then for lunch,i went to some korean restaurant at bukit timah selling fried chicken.

Hmmmmmm,ordered the volcano chicken.The taste was like sweet at first then as you chew,it becomes more and more spicy.Not too bad,but i dont like the sweetness in it though.Anyway,i am dying to try the buffalo wings at sunset grill and bonchon at ion.Heard from eldest bro that bonchon is a must-try.

So after work,drove home and daddy bought kung bak bao for me.Awesome times 100.Love it:)

And again,i fell asleep and now im online!
Shall watch tv later on.
:)

2010-08-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

Awesomeeeeeeeeee,jb tml:)
Awesomeeeeeeeeee again cause after not blogging for so long,i realised some friends still do visit this blog.
Hello all:)

Dream

2010-08-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

Took a nap and woke up being sad.I dreamt about dumb stuff again,this time,i dreamt jon left me for another girl.gosh.

so i start asking him dumb questions.
jo: What if one day you were to tell me you no longer need me,where do i go?
jon: Come back to me,cause i'll need you shortly.

Major awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
:)

Anw,i need to study!!!!!!!

2010-08-18T09:45:00.001+08:00

Since i cant sleep,i shall head to daddy's office.

& can sinus spread?
Before i know jon,i have no symptoms of sinus or whatsoever.
After i know him,when i wake up,i have litres of mucus waiting to leak out of my nose.not only that,i keep getting flu!

And i always blame him for that,hehe.

fml

2010-08-18T09:36:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 3am,body thinks im taking my usual afternoon nap.But i forced myself back to sleep.

Woke up again at 8am,because i dreamt somebody conspired against me,and then i saw someone's text (which i dont wanna see so i shant reply).

Woke up again at 9am,stomachache,need to wake up to shit.

Gosh,i just wanna sleep well!Body,be good!

Decomposing

2010-08-17T18:46:00.002+08:00

I stayed home the entire day and its the same routine again,wake up,eat,watch television,afternoon nap,watch television again,eat,watch telvision,online,sleep.

Gosh,life can definitely be more interesting than this,c'mon.
Feels like im decomposing on my bed already.
Haha.

Smokers

2010-08-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

Stayed at my current home for about 10 years or so?Something i cant stand,having to inhale the smell of ciggarettes,every single night.Oh gosh.Sometimes the smell even wake me up from my sleep.How bad can that be.I think as time goes by,my lifespan would be shortened by a whole lot.Grrrrrrr.

Not that you cant smoke at your own comfort zone,but at least not in the middle of the night?Smokers,NOT everyone loves the smell of your ciggarettes.At least,I DONT.

Thank you,for not smoking.

Porridge

2010-08-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

Okay,to those alive in this blog,how do i cook porridge?

momo

2010-08-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

Still remembered 2 nights back,i dreamt that momo passed on,i cried like mad.haha.called jon like 6am in the morning,then he told me to go back to sleep and say i always dream of weird stuff.true enough,I DREAM A LOT.

Last night i dreamt of weird stuff too,but shant elaborate.I think i'll sound dumb if i do.HAHA.

Anyway,ate sushi tei with momo for lunch,always awesome.What is sakae sushi,when there's sushi tei?haha.Accompanied momo to Mount Elizabeth then back home.I dont know why do I always feel so tired,and,i slept the moment i reached home.

Now,urgent need to say,I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING?!
Shit man,i am procrastinating again & AGAIN.

road trip

2010-08-16T09:52:00.002+08:00

Yay!i'll be going to msia with nini on thursday!:D.more girly shopping time.and i hope i dont fall sick there!hehe.

Cheese baked chicken,here i comeeeeeeee:D

& im going mount elizabeth later with momo.Should i rebond my hair?

14 Aug 2010

2010-08-15T22:09:00.003+08:00

Saturday with love:).I accompanied him for his braces,and he looked so different after his braces.Nevermind about that.Then back to his house to slack,then to xuan hong's place,then went to causeway point to have dian xiao er with my parents for dinner.I always love their food,cheap and good:)

Lastlyyyyyyyyy,we went to kovan and ate selegie's dessert.Awesome way to end the night:)

1. In the car,before his braces:)

2. The last picture without braces,and somehow,i love this picture best.Happiness in the face and of course,the wrinkles.LOL.

3. Mirror picture:)

4. I seldom take this kinda picture,let me be.LOL.

5. Boy and I:)

Talking Jon

2010-08-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Look what jon did and sent me!Love you boy!:D

Height

2010-08-15T11:25:00.001+08:00

& also for height,
WHY DO GUYS LOVE COMPARING HEIGHT WITH GIRLS?
to be more precise,short guys.

Peace.

Weight

2010-08-15T11:20:00.002+08:00

I dont get why is weight so important.
'Oh shit!i gained weight!'
'Shit,I heavier'
'HAHA,you fat ass'
yada yada.

No doubt i am also concern with weight issues,but honestly,i would rather die as a fatty than to not eat and look slim when alive.
Same view?

Friday 13th

2010-08-15T11:01:00.001+08:00

Pictures are for friday.So i went to pick Jon frm work,had dinner at amk,NewYorkNewYork:D
Then home,cleaned the house and he stayed over:).Okay,pictures.

1. I dont know why i posed this way.LOL.

2. And this.HAHA!jon was like 'babyyyyyy,why you like thatttttt'.HAHA!

3. He is worst.

4. awwwwwww,love this picture:)

5. Fried calamari rings,not too awesome.

6. Alfredo sauce spaghetti with half chicken (mine),awesomeeeeeeee:)

and again we got so caught up with eating,we forgot to take picture of his food.HAHA!okay,next post.

2010-08-13T15:14:00.001+08:00

Still no pictures,but at least i update regularly!haha!

Gonna go fetch awesome boy from work soon,yay!:D

Hairstyle

2010-08-13T15:12:00.002+08:00

Desperate to change hairstyle to idk what.
Should i rebond/cut/dye?
Or all?Boo.

Complexion is bad bad badddddd.Hope menses can go away soon.grrrrrrr.

FRIDAY

2010-08-13T10:45:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to every weekends!:D
Sunshine everyone!Have a good weekend!:D

'Brothers'

2010-08-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

Sudden random surge of distress.Why do 'brothers' of guys ALWAYS have to blame gfs for smatching their 'brothers' away?

1) Just because you dont have a gf,you need the company of your 'brothers',selfish thought here.
2) You have nobody else to blame because your 'brother' doesnt want to go out with you.
3) You are jealous because your 'brother' loves another girl.
4) The most important reason,at the end of the day,husbands go home and sleep with their wives,not their 'brothers',MIND YOU ALL.

I dont get why girls can understand each other that when girls have bfs,its inevitable that there will be some drifting.But to guys,its like 'NO!YOU PUSSY!' 'GF'S BOY' yada yada.C'mon,get a life,a magnanimous heart goes a longer way.

To all the bfs who still stick to their gfs,i salute you.
To gfs who always get the blame who no reason,i feel you.
To the bfs who dumped their gfs because of friends,screw you.

Awesome post is solely based on my perspective.
:)

2010-08-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

Current favourite,DYNAMITE.
:D

2010-08-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

Current favourite,DYNAMITE.
:D

Braces

2010-08-13T01:13:00.003+08:00

I am jealous,jon's putting his braces on Saturday.Why cant mum just let me put too uhhhhhhhhhhh?!

Damn,nvm.I shall make Jon kiss me more first.In case he injures me with his braces.HAHA.

I am kidding.haha!
Gosh,im really bored,no more naps tml.grrrrrr.

Sleepless night

2010-08-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

Thank myself for sleeping till 1pm today,plus a nap till 2pm?I am so awake now.Last resort,im keeping myself entertained by blogging.haha.

So,i went with daddy to service my car at 4pm?Awesome,my car is so fast and light now:)

Then helped my brother with work till 10pm?Sent him to dover,pumped petrol then back home.Boring,i know.But tml's fridayyyyyyyyyyy:D.When all the fun begins:D

Gosh,i caught the flu bug,like AGAIN.grrrrr.such weak immune system.and okay,i might post pics tml on my dinner/lunch with jon on tuesday.MIGHT.im so lazy to transfer pic from my hp to my com and then to upload it onto my blog.hehe.

Till then,xoxo.

Daddy

2010-08-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

should be defined as the best person in the world.

Understanding VS Mutual Understanding

2010-08-10T17:04:00.004+08:00

Bringing understanding to a higher level,Mutual Understanding.
Mutual Understanding is to understand the needs and wants between both.
While understanding is the effort solely on one party.

Needs and wants.
I need and I definitely,want.

2010-08-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

Open to choices=Indecisiveness.
No?

Drinking

2010-08-09T19:12:00.001+08:00

Drinking depicts joy,only for the drinkers.

Trip to Malaysia

2010-08-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

Wonder who still visits my blog,it has been long since i updated.But i shall update once in a while to keep this space alive:)

No pictures for this post because,
1) Pictures are in Jon's jp
2) Pictures were ugly because i was sick

So,jon stayed over on friday and we went to malaysia with daddy to look for mummy on saturday:)

Headed over to malaysia,daddy fetched us out to eat at a restaurant. Sambal vegetables, egg yolk prawns, sweet and sour fish and i forgot the rest on the dish.food was not bad:)

Then shopping at Jusco Tebrau, I didnt really had the mood to shop.My tummy hurts like crazy but i didnt tell Jon because i didnt want to spoil the shopping mood?haha.But i couldnt take it so i was like 'BEBE,I NEEDA LAO SAI'.LOL!I think in this r/s i never once told him i need to shit when we are out.That was the first time.haha!

Anyway,so i had diarrhoea.Jon was so funny,when i came out he was like 'I stood here to wait for you because i scared when i walk off to see other things,you will leave me here and go away.'.LOL!Just like a small kid:)

So anyway,we continued to shop and then we went home,tummy was uncomfortable all the way.Reached home, lao sai again then daddy fetched us out to eat again.But by then,my tummy was hurting like a bitch,i was groaning all over.I swear the pain was like #$%^&*. Okay,but still,i went out to eat with them,stingray and stuff.But of course, i didnt enjoy. But now im missing the huge lime juice with sour plum.Awesome drink:)

So went home again,felt super duper weak,i didnt even have the energy to bathe.So jon prepared my bed,and i just lay there and fell asleep. On and off,i hear daddy and mummy telling jon to feed me medicine at certain timing,but i was too weak to even move. Had fever and food poisoning, the feeling sucks seriously. So okay,about an hour later i woke up,forced myself to go get a shower,yada yada. And i forgot what happened that night,i know at one point,i went to the toilet to fix my diarrhea,at one point i vomited so badly,at one point,i had no strength,i just sat on the floor.Torturous night.

Thankful,jon was beside me.Such awesome bf:).So ended up he had diarrhea also,dont know wtf did we ate but thats besides the point. He was sick also,but he stayed up till i dont know what time,to take care of me. I was like 'water',then he feed me with water. 'Cold cold',then he covered the blanket for me. 'Stomach pain' then he rubbed some medication on my tummy. Awesome treatment,and i didnt know he was not feeling well:X

Anyway,felt better the next day,but still not so well. Stilllllll,we went city square to shop. Halfway through,i was unwell again, so we went to Xin Wang Cafe,hehe,my favourite baked chicken wings with cheese.Awesome!:D.After the chicken,i was well again.HAHA!

Went home,daddy fetched us out to eat again.Awesome black pepper mutton, pig intestine soup.YUM:D

Went home again,watched karate kid,but i fell asleep halfway.hehe.so jon and my daddy complated the show and slept and yea,today we came homeeeeeeeeee:D

Jon just left my house:).Awesome to have him stay over every weekend:).So contented with my life now:).Everything falls in place so nicely:)

And i think i typed alot,and lastly,HAPPY NATIONAL DAY,SINGAPORE!
:DDDDD

Gonna go for Uncle's son's 1 month old celebration!
Buhbye all!:D

2010-06-29T22:19:00.011+08:00

So long since i last blogged proper.Random thoughts about love,and obviously,my lover jon.

Happiness is doubled when shared. Times when im happy, i turn to jon. Unhappiness is halved when shared. Times when im unhappy/angry/upset, the poor boy has to take my tantrums. It is the feeling of having someone to share your ups and downs with you, which makes life easier and much happier.

The feeling when someone is willing to sacrifice for you, priceless. Remember the times when Jon always offer to let me eat the raw salmon on the sushi, and he ate just the plain rice ball. Who would willingly sacrifice for you? Only the one who truly loves you.

Who would cook for you, wash the dishes for you, mop the floor for you, willing to tidy up your room for you, pack your wardrobe with you? Definitely a reluctant paid domestic helper, but there's always this someone, willingly do it for me. Jon.

Being so grateful, when you feel that someone is willing to work hard for you and your future. Working has been tough, i understand. Not getting used to the morning, i understand. Being lethargic at work, i understand. Not able to go home on time, i understand. Thank you, for putting all the effort. I really appreciate it. I really understand.

Being able to share your day as well as to get to know how is his/her day. Every word, i'll take it to heart. The willingness to share, the willingness to listen. I am uber grateful.

Indeed, arguments are inevitable. But imagine, when you are screaming at the top of your lungs, there is always someone who is in the quarrel with you. Rather than looking it as something bad, think positive. Quarrels may just be processes of growing up, processes of getting to know more about each other.

The sense of belonging when you know someone is there for you, no matter what.

Random post, with a messy structure. I dont know what am i typing either, but just random thoughts. Hope you all dont mind:)

Till then,xoxo.

Always.